I can still remember the whole thing, If I can turn back time...

I can still remember the whole thing, if I can turn back time I will not repeat the same mistakes that I have done. It was embarrassed and ashamed to say out loud but when I watched the porn video, it reminded me about what we had done. I still could see the shame through your eyes. I was irresponsibility and bad manners about the moves on the bed. Although it was cheap to buy condom at 7-11, it was worthy and useful because it could prevent 'something' horrible happened.

Three months ago, it was a glorious night that we had our sweet things happened. It was 8 o'clock night sharp, I drove to her house with my dad's car to date her out. When I arrived her house, she was gaudy and sexy. Black short dressed with lacy sling suited with dark high heels, looking she would 'eat' me soon like a 'hungry wolf'. She just kind of different today. She totally looked high and desired for sex with me tonight. My heartbeat was increased as she stepped in front of car. Sitting beside of me gingerly. My mind thought of, tonight was a good good night !!!

We went to Sushi Restaurant to have our dinner because you like Japanese food the most. You ordered your favorite, Unagi dinner set and I got my Salmon dinner set. While waiting our order, I kept looking at her eyes. Her gorgeous and attractive eyes were beckoned my attention at all. My vision only consisted of her. Her overlook that night was too awesome. I asked her,why she dressed like that and she didn't reply but just a grin. [Girl's mind is hard to predict and to know]

After we had our dinner, she wanted to go desa park for a stroll. I held her hand and strolled the whole place. It was so sweet that held girlfriend's hand and strolled at a romantic and nice view scene. We sat down at a iron chair together. She lied her head at my shoulder had a rest and we both looked at the view. It was so sweet and sweet that we ever have !!!! Holding her hand and she was lying on my shoulder, enjoying the that moment. [It is so romantic even though it is an imagination =.=]. She turned her head near to my head. Our distance only about 2 inches between each. Looking at her eyes, feeling something was happening. We both closed our eyes and kissed. It was tenderly with starting but soon, rough and rush.

After caressing, she requested to back to my home. Without waiting any second, I drove my car back to my home. My home was no people , thinking of my parents were out. When I closed my door, her hands moved to my chest and turned me towards her. Her sexy eyes told me what she wanted tonight. In that condition, I was just like a sheep which eaten by a hungry tiger soon. No, not tiger, was a wolf. We looked at each and kissed roughly. Lips then ears then neck. I thought of she really desired for a sex tonight.

Then, she pulled me to my room. It was so rude and rushed but it was totally what a couple needed for this moment [perhaps??]. My room was a bit untidy but still 'work' place for us. Air-conditioner switched on, dim light switched on and essential oil spread the whole room. She was devil in disguise on the bed, looking at me. We both eyes met and pulled each on the bed. Caresses and 'move' were acted on both. Be her boyfriend about 8 months, now only I knew her chest were about C. She seemed like very good on bed because she just couldn't let me stop on caressing her. Her lips and necks. Slowly moved to her chest. Some kind of sounds was out from her. Thinking of she was 'high' and being wanted to have 'some more' !!

Our thighs rubbed at each. Slowly from the chest, moving to her stomach and her thighs. She told me not to stop and continue but something weird. That was we hadn't get our clothes off. When I moved to her thighs, she stood up suddenly then she eased off her sling[maybe wrong word] and her whole dress was off , leaving her only 'left'. My heartbeat really pumped surprisingly fast that I never experienced. She sat on my thighs and began took off my top wear. Soon, we were on the bed and touched and licked at both. Even it was disgusting for readers but it was nice and enjoyable. She just couldn't stop what she was doing and what I wanted that she just like read my mind.

She eased her bra but I didn't mean to have real sex with her. The condition was too much of sexual element around us just like air. With her persistence, as her boyfriend I couldn't deny her. But, the consequence was terrible and I couldn't imagine of that. But, with the desire now, I really couldn't deny. She needed me and me too. She undressed of me and her 'left' too. Since we both were still virgin and didn't know about those 'style'. We just caressed with bare body. She kissed my neck...then down and down...I didn't mean to do so. Then she suggest to have sexual intercourse with me. I looked at her stonily. Of what her said just now, I was just totally...stunned !!

Sexual intercourse was so much disgusting for you guys ?? If I posted the process of it..Guess female will surge their feeling with anger and frustration because of I am insulting them..so..following..process..couldn't be so details..By the way..Guys should know all the process and..If I can turn back my time..what would you guys do ?

Fatigue

ZZZZ...
Dizzy...
Chapter 3 of Physics : Pressure ...
It becomes a real life pressure..
Exam soon..Not really have my revision..
Bm..the subject i hate the most...
Just for a damn certificate..* I look down on it *
Feeling to have a nice trip to where else which really mean of "TRAVEL" !
Express out the feeling..
Hope to get an easier life
Hectic life drive a person insane & crazy..
Why the life just seemed so...narrow and pressure..
But I think..I'm not qualify to say "PRESSURE" !
Parents are the shoulders of pressure..
Now are just complaint and complaint..
Anyway..just hope all of the students DO YOUR BEST IN THE EXAM !!!!!

Maybe??

Your etiquette was elegant,
As you are watching movie,
Your eyes couldn't leave an inch away from screen,
So did I,couldn't leave an inch from you.

I heard your smile ,
It was so much endearing.
I saw your smiling curve,
It was beautiful and sexy.

Glancing through of you,
Hoping you were not looking back at me.
I was just a dumb ass and looked at you,
Since we recognized....