Wednesday, February 16, 2011

1

She posted me something on my wall through Facebook;she finally had an Facebook account.I never thought of that before because the conversation that we had last time was about Internet.She asked me about something IT because I was quite familiar with operating systems and network connections.Her computer was unable to connect to Internet through her modem.She was almost busy with her pounds of homework which given by her insane teachers for the holidays' homework ;all of the homework must be done with presentation through computer and searched information on the Internet.
'Thanks for fixing my computer, you're so great! I own you a meal.Call me whenever you want.' And, that was what she posted just a few seconds ago before I refreshed my page.I felt a wave of elation and sweetness swept through me.However,our first conversation was quite serious which largely contained about works.Even though it was serious tone when we were discussing about homework and computer stuff, it also gave me a surge of happiness and excitement.From her tone, I was surprised that she knew a lot of things that I expected except computer.
People kept discussing that she had a pair of emerald green eyes,like tortoise but all I saw was just a pair of indescribable color of enticing eyes.It was evening on the way to school hall that we both having our first conversation.It seemed like the sunset could even be like an ethereal to everything around me.It was attractive,keeping to stare inside of her eyes,like I was a germinating seed that could not live without the sunlight just like her.I stared at her eyes until she snapped at me and threw me an angelic smile under the sunset.Her smile was the most deadly thing to my heart.I could feel like every parts of my body were hardly to obey the function that my nerve cell sent.But I did not give a damn,continue our conversation even though the embarrassment.

'Yeah.I know that the function must be differentiated and integral again.But,it would be the same with teacher's answer',she was puzzled but some Mathematics questions and gaining aid from me.
'It won't be if you didn't make any mistake.Let me help you correcting',she leaned over her book to me and gave me her pink color mechanical pencil too.As I pointing her solution,she kept looking at my direction.Was she looking at me or her solution?, I thought to myself and corrected her solution.
'Got'cha.The 'v' must be differentiated first then only 'u'.So,I guess you got a careless mistake.Just try to be careful next time when doing these fractional question.',She blinked and grinned at me.Seemed like she was saying some sort of thank you but she did not say it.We remained silence for a short period of time.Suddenly,she came out with a topic.
'I think I'll be very glad if you come my house and fix my connection failure problem? This Friday? After schooling?',grabbing my bottle as hard as possible and my mind could think about any answer to reply her question.Was that the first step to know her by fixing her computer?, again, I thought to myself.I just blurted out words and complied her request with a nod.She nodded too and a little blush.At least,it could be our first time though.I sent her till the teacher's office and bid a goodbye.
I walked back to my home pace by pace with feeling of happiness.I felt like I was not hungry and exhausted at all even though I had six hours of schooling with an empty stomach.It was happening to me ; I faced my mirror in my room and slapped myself for assurance that I was in the present.Even my sister looked at me like I was a madman dancing in my room for what's sake that could make me so happy.I just told her that little girl would not know much things in the awesome and lovely world.
This Friday had came and I had been so excited about this day.I tried to be ordinary and smart whenever she passed by my class.It seemed like old-school-typed of love;Your apple of an eye passed by your class and met your eyes in a fraction of moment and both of you felt with a kind of excitement like holding each other hand in a large green soft hill,having slices of apple pie and talking about love.But,it went like that to me,and her too? After school,I packed my books quickly and got myself clean up like a wise guy,waiting her in front of her class.She bid goodbye with her friend and walked towards my direction.My heartbeat was increasing like I was running for a Marathon,almost jumped out from my chest.
'So,I guess it is just we two, huh?'
'Yeah? It is just we two.Doesn't it sound good?'
'Yeah.Just you and me,in my house , my room.'
'Yeah.Your room.',feeling a butterfly in my stomach.
'You know,actually,I..like to have more spaces to know one guy lonely with him',she did not look at me as she spoke that sentence.Kind of embarrassing when one girl talked about sensation stuffs as a topic with a guy.
'Yea...h? So...,how was you going to know about this-s-s....guy?'I stammered out my words.She laughed at my tone.
'Perhaps,conversation? It's the solution to solve.'I nodded as she spoke about this.
Not longer,we reached,her home.It was double-storey house painted with greenish yellowish paint.It was quite relaxing and peaceful to glance at once.I stepped in her house.The floor was made of concrite which was quite cold.There were no body at home during this time as she told me.Parents went to work and siblings went to school, so just me and her.She gave out her hand and welcomed me to go upstair. It was my pleasure or known as chance to hold her hand? I held it.It was warm and tiny.I could even feel that our heartbeat filled the entire room, it was like,'Lub' 'Dub', 'Lub','Dub'...