@.@

Boring...
It just seemed like a few couple of weeks passed...
But just a few days only..
How to stand it like that ??
Perhaps not to ask so many...
Trying to find back the happiness and time, giving self a big space...
Imagination..
Inspiration..
Both were gone after I deleted it..
Besides, it should easy to do my own..
The music that heard before only the part of the memories..
Thus, nothing to remind anymore..
Must be able to head over the memories wall..
..Wishing smile and happy anytime..

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Strange of these days till weeks. Something which lost and lose very much. Desiring what I've want to but God just play a joke with me. Feeling life is pretty rotten. LOSE & LOST...
Empty heart fills with a colorful background which is trying to adorn the environment ; Standing in the crowded, should be attention in it but eyes are surveying periphery of it.
Thinking that you are around me....
Thinking about the things that we'd done...
That is so penetrating to...

Sky is full patches of dark clouds, it is going to have a heavy rain tonight...
You told me that, you like and you hate the rainy day..
You like it because it is nice weather to have a sleep...
You hate it because it is bad day to hang out..
You are cold and hiding in your solitary bed with a cover..
The message are enough heat to warm your body..
Pondering upon what you are doing..what you need..
But it isn't me anymore as a day came..

After that, your tears was brimming in your eye socket..
I felt that I was disorientated off by your sentences out from your mouth..
Memories were embedded in my mind that hard to be forgot...
Treating you nonchalantly because you need more space..Either it was true or not..
I will be impassibly as I see you..
Caresses that we did in a night and that only for the memories and it was meaningless now..
Shouldn't...Couldn't..Not anymore..
Running out of the wounds to heal it..
....Wish you happy and smile always....

LALALALALALALA ~~~

LALALLALLALALALALALA ~~
What I always blurted out from my mouth ~~ HEHE
Since so boring..just "LALALALALL~"
hoho..
Erm..Holidays made my life a bit kind of boring...
Stifling house and computer[Line] are driving me insane..
Today was Tuesday..15.39..
Sunny weather..warm air..could-less and blue BLUE Sky `~~
Looking out the window..feeling I'm lying on smooth and soft cloud...
Walking to a huge garden with a big lake [Something like Desa Park @@]
Let the breeze kiss your lips and face...
Taking some fresh air ~~ WOO ~~~ hehe
Having a regular ice-blended coffee bean
Reading your favorites' book/fiction...
Dislike reading?? Brisking on a smooth rocky pavement
Something like 6...
Sun is going down to the horizon made the sky become..[use your imagination]
Dont miss it..Taking out your camera and capturing it. ~~ WAHAHAHA !!
Anyway..just want to relieve my boring day @@
Mountain of homework(s) and assignments == Sweat==
End~ LALA

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2010 March 13 , Saturday

Time flies so fast..Flied till March..
Feeling it was so fast that couldn't stop the time..
And I..just..followed the time and passed everyday without any sigh so much..
It wasn't what I wanted and I didn't want to..
Feelings gone as the time was turning to the next seconds...
Everyday..every seconds gone..Every things..just a word - passed
Good thing to me..as there was no more hesitate,blurted words and sigh...
Since so long no new post..
and I didn't mean to write so much..
If the post so long..just for myself..maybe..the reader will be bored because..it just like an essay..
Brain sapped..nothing more could come out from my mind..
Mind stunned..nothing more I could think about just my impediments of my life and forwards more my step to gain what I want..but not more about you..
Since there was a stop sign between a people to the other ; it was done..
Would an empty paper gives you any idea?
Sounds like..really empty..
Since it was empty..just left it and became empty..
Nothing about these few weeks or months..
Oh..something I forgot...Streamyx sux for me some how ==
End`