Could we?

"Dude,how's the feelings of...falling in love with someone??", I heard two guys sitting beside me,having conversation in the library as I was reading "Natural Born Charmer" which written by Susan Elizabeth Philips.

"Falling in love with someone?? Er...you're question is though to answer even though it is without any explanation or calculation but the feelings are joyful,happiness and love?", the guy answered with a grimace on his face and continue his research on Chemistry.A few questions lurked inside my heart for some time. How did LOVE feel and mean? Quite simple but silly, somehow....
Suddenly,the girl..with dark,silk and long hair,sharp bladed nose,cute and little red lips and with a small and round head.She wore a pair of pink spectacles that always made me feeling that she was a shy and intrinsic kind of girl.She often came to library during the recess with a few of books - Additional Mathematics,Chemistry and Physics.
She sat the table which next to me,making me felt like even though it was just a distance-of-a-table.However,the 'distance' between me and her in my heart was very far liked you were in the-lost-of-Gurun-Thar.The way she walked into the library,passing through me. The scene that she left; a refreshment.It was like getting a drink of clean and cold water when you were desperately thirsty.An engaging and renewal of scene.A scene that had made me nervous that she was sitting the next of my table which I sat in the same library.
When she passed through me, I would be extremely serious to read my book.She was heading to the table,my uncontrollable mind would send an impulse to my eyes ;staring at her back just the way she were could let me happy for a day?Breathing the same air in the same library ; reading the knowledge that borrowed from the same library.
She put those books gently and pulled the chair silently and sat gingerly.I read my book without knew where was I reading.Adverting my eyes towards her direction.Could not let her knowing that I was peeking her.Thinking that I was a pervert that observing a girl in this way in my mind.She looked marvelous filled with a little of cuteness when she was solving her questions.Her head would slight at certain angle,showing the right part of her face.Hairs pulled back to her ears.In that moment,I felt the rested and she glittered my dark,cold and deep hear.My eyes could not leave an inch away from her.I was totally bewitching in this!
Suddenly,she looked back and I lost control.Could only feel the strength-less to hold my book.I dropped my book.I tried to glance back at her and she grinned towards my reaction-stupidity and silliness.I felt my blood was rushing to my head as we both exchanged a-second-of-glance.Could that be?
Bell rang and every student was ought to reach the class before teacher did.She was picking up her stationary and books.When I pulled back my chair and stood up,something was behind me and I knew I had knocked it.It was her.All of her exercise books and reference books were fell down.
"Are you okay? You got any hurt?",I asked politely and held her arm tenderly.
"Yup,I guess I'm okay."
We both looked at each other.Her eyes were dark brownish staring at my directly into my eyes.My heart pounded heavily that could burst out from my chest suddenly.Her stare sent a electric chill down to my spine.Another second,I let go her arm and kneed down to pick her books in an-orderly-arranged position quickly.Her face was shyly blushed appeared as I handed books to her.We both walked out from the library with some interesting conversation until we stepped in each class.Could we possibly I be the one of her,vice versa?

Published

Sky blushed with purplish pink as the sun went down the horizon. Swarms of bird were flying in the sky. Office workers were released from the stress and mountain of works and rushing to their home. Vehicles were anywhere in the center of the town. Street lights and dwellers were switching on light. The whole city lighted up and gave the city a new scene. You and I were on the small hill which was nearby this city. You stood up and took a glance on this city.

The movement of you was so much elegant. Your hair and eyes glowed in the sunset as you were observing this scene. You were just too beautiful and too ethereal to be the part of this landscape. You were just like an angel fallen on this green and fresh lane. And, I was the luckiest to beside of you. Looking at you, happiness and excitement occurred on your face. I could see your smile with the background of the city. Your smile was dazzling and endearing. Your smile and grin were the sweetest cure for me to get rid from the sorrow and despair.

You sat back beside me on the grass and I stared at you. I stared at your eyes. A pair of almond-shaped tawny eyes. Your eyes were the most attractive part to me because I could see the joyful and elation in your eyes. I still remembered the first time you cried, tears and cried were flooded on your face. It was kind of ironic and romantic at the moment. As I looked pleadingly into your eyes, the whole world rested at the moment. I was reveled in the your world. People stated that , girl’s eyes were their loving world and it would be completed if she found her beloved.

I smelled your scent of hair as you lied on my chest and looked at the sky. In this obscuring night, our world had begun and it would be endless. Obscuring love within us were the happiest and saddest matter in this world. Elation and laughter because of our moment spent together and did something like couple ; tears and cried because of our childishness of arguing about some small matter. I summoned up my courage and looked into your eyes.It took my time to open my mouth.“Babe, I love you and I cant live without you, can we be together?”. Eagerness of the answer, “Yes , I do “.

We both in the high time and kissed each other. Her lips were tiny and cold. With the warmth and love I gave to her through my lips. The kisses , sending me a chill to my whole body. I thought of she would be happy and lovely. Love filled within us in this glorious night. Her face was blushed and looked cute when we caressed and I could see the joyful in her eyes. A transcend descriptive to suit all of you. She was the one who I found a long time ago. I love you so.

I love your hair smell even though it was just scent of shampoo but it led me to your heart.
I love your eyes even though it was small but it could see through the lies.
I love your nose even though it wasn't sharp but the air you gave out brought my alive.
I love your mouth even though it was simple lips but it reminded me of what I was missing.
I love your ears even though it was normal but it could hear my thought.
I love your cheek even though it was pretty fat but it was the warmest place for me to lay my lips on it.
I love your hands even though it was little but it was the way I could hold your hands to another paradise.
But what was I loving her?
I love you even though you're not utterly perfect but that was the way I loved you. Love blinded me. Love led me to you. And that was my answer.

2/2 or 1/2 or 0 ?

August came, July gone ~
School life is going to end very very soon , about a year left..
Recently, mind confused and disorientated..
The life of a teenager must be included certain part , academy , sport, family , friends, and ....
Maybe I'm thinking too much of these..
Imbalance and unhealthy lifestyle..
But whenever I can see you..I feel..so happy or..stress-less...
Your smile is endearing whenever you're smiling..especially your grin..I can't even deny it but you're not mine , not even meet you officially , though...
Why would a guy will fall in love with a girl who he thinks she is.....PERFECT in his mind...?
ASS HOLE == don't be the pathetic one please...
At least, she can ignite my fire in my heart..maybe it is too...over...but...a girl that you think she is perfect to you..[even though no one is perfect] , those sentences will be blurted out..in your mind?
SHE IS THE ONE !!! Maybe I'm just bluffing..she don''t even know who am I...making a false hope...just erase it...make it blank...

Miserable life stacks with a impossible stuff

Miserable Miserable !
Miserable life [zzzz]
Exam was gone and time to get results and this is the horrible part of exam ==..
Get a good results but..SO WHAT??
Somehow get those marks are...freaking shit out of sense ==..
But just let it go..lazy to argue with that kind bullshit talks and discussions..
Think of that..makes me want to smash all my things..
Mom always say, " Why you always get 7X ?? Try to get more la!!"
WHAT TO SAY?? JUST ??? "....."
This is screwing me up..
PRESSURES...I satisfy of what I have get with..
I can feel the uncountable pounds of pressure pressing on my shoulders and my mind just freak out..
7X? == JUST SCREW ME LA !!
Trying to get peace..
Last week Sunday, you looked so...beautiful and indifferent from the others day..
Maybe it is just a delusional for the others but to me..you totally looked..AWESOME !
We just like...friends but..got nothing to say or to chat about..
Somehow, I wait you to online at MSN but..you rarely to online..
90minutes same class with you and sit back of you..
Observing and reading every movement of you , even though it seems like I'm a pervert..but..it's what a guy react if you found a girl you're interesting..
Different form ; feeling a far cross of distance..==
Feeling myself just like a ...little naive kid talking with a protective sister...
She is totally perfect [ maybe I haven't discover her con's] but I know not everything is perfect..
People say I fell in love with her but I didn't answer..
It is just making a friend with a female...
It is just impossible to deal with a Form5 girl....
Impossible...

Love, No boundaries ??

Your hair is black but fill with a bit brown color at every degree when I see you. Your posture is elegant but fill with a little of open. You wear contact lens but somehow you wear spectacles. You look so gorgeous and nice and simple when the day you wear lens. It doesn't mean that you look not nice when you wear spectacles. Instead, it looks mature and pretty well too. Do not ever judge a book by appearance ?? Guess so. Maybe, just not enough of communication ?? Even chit-chat, got nothing to chat about. Different level talks different things. Just friend. A.......not very close friend. A not very close female friend. I'm just giving myself a tidal waves - it is impossible. It will leave after 3~4 months. So, need not to worry so much. And, telling yourself it could not be. We have a boundary/demarcation between each. Bluffing ~

The All-American Rejects - I Wanna

I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It's me for you

Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side
'cause it's never gonna be the truth
so far for you

But can you hear me say
Don't throw me away
there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you'll break
and I give my life away so far to you

Can you hear me say
don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Tonight I see it's just another day without you
That I can't sleep
I give it away, away all for you too
Hear me say, don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
But all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

How romantic this song is.
Just want to touch you for a brief moments.
Your pretty small hand , your pretty oval face.
Half of a minutes that I also rather.
Just want to touch you.
How pathetic is a person think like this.
"Are you sick of something or are you abnormal ??"
This statement can't prove what I'm.
You're just so beautiful and elegant.
Even though it is impossible to get together and I'm thinking too much of this.
Probability to get to you is 0 or even worse , negative.
Can spend half of a minute to look at you seriously and pleadingly,
I'm enough satisfied. I'm just like a jerk...
So damn shit..==