Thursday, August 27, 2009

Lack of ....

2009 August 28 , 0721

Today woke up early, for basketball..
Unfortunately, Raining...Then online lur..
Nothing to do..but sleepy..lack of sleep...
keep tuition...=..=...It is bored.. T.T
hope got school or any activities for me..
want fill my empty time..== It will wasting my time if nothing to do..
Lack of activities to fill my time..T.T
These days..can say..3 days le..didnt find her..
Maybe..I..just..want to calm down myself alone==...
Problems..Problems..Why my problems seem like very difficult to solve it ??? ==
Enough..==
Hope today is a good day..Hope is just an imagination without any action...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

In between

2009 August 27 , 1406

Today was Thrusday ; 6th days of the holidays..
Holiday was a boring day I ever feel.. ==
It is boring..speechless and wasting some of my time.. ==
Computer, sleep , eat , drink , game , == nothing else to do..and study.. ==
Bored..Nothing special..Very hate holiday ==
Whatever it was..I realized something..but don't know the action will be good or bad.. ==
Lame shit..Bored...
After a night of call, == Discussing our 'problems' ==..Damn ==
In between me and him..I feel that he will better then me == he knew her more than me..
She's with nice sociate with my friends ==..If want try to solve the problem..==
Should we together?? and sit down..Talk about this ?? Em.. I don't know..Maybe cause of PMR..
Some else I talking bullshit also ==..I'm not your boyfriend now..you can play or asociate with my friends...but how we solve those problems without any co-operation..?? ==
Fine..Nevermind..==..It's weird..== Maybe it can be solve soon.. == It just Maybe ==

Monday, August 17, 2009

Know what???

2009 August 17, Monday , 1903

After some minutes of posting ' Guessing '...
KNOW WHAT ??? I DAMN MISS YOU...I VERY VERY MISS YOU...
I MISS YOU TILL I WANT TO BE WITH YOU...
I WANT WE TOGETHER AGAIN...I WOULDN'T LET THE PAST REPEAT..
FROM NOW, I WILL MAKE ACTION..I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING TOO...
YOU ASKED ME BEFORE...I WANT TO KNOW TOO..
NO MATTER IS HURT OR WHAT...DON'T CARE...
GUESSING??? EM...NO NEED TO THINK TOO MUCH AND GUESS AROUND..
STRAIGHT ASK THEN GET THE ANSWER...^^..AND I DAMN DAMN DAMN VERY VERY VERY MISS YOU...JUST WANT TO HUG YOU..KISS YOU AND LOVE YOU...
I SAID THE TRUTH IN THIS POST..LIM YEAN NI..I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...

Guessing

2009 August 17 ,Monday, 1848

'Run baby run, Don't ever look back'..the chorus of the song that I listening when I writing this post..Today was Monday..They came my house for Mathematics..
The starting was just a bit kind of... "......" I just waiting for them to prepare or ready up...
About 2pm...Em...finally start...Taught her, taught her and taught her...Quite ok when teaching..
But she naughty..keep going around my house..=...=..Nevermind lar..
After teaching..looking at Yihui taught Wanyen..Kinda good if got a good student..em..
Soon, I became like a bit =..= without any reason..
Brain keep pop out a lot of Question without Answer...==....
Maybe my action...==... Don't know what should do..
Should it be or shouldn't?? I still guessing...
Don't know why..When I think about our's... relationship...
My brain won't stop...Today got exam Kemahiran Hidup..
Then do it half..Don't know why..I keep thinking about..Am I continue like this get closer to her is a right action..Or..I..shouldn't...Damn emo now...
Can't even show a smile.. ==..Now PMR..better don't think too much le..I really like.. == think too much.. ==.. But I hope the answer- Is a right action...Hope is just an imagination..It won't work without any action..

Friday, August 14, 2009

Lolz day...

2009 August 14 , 1636

Today was Friday ; a good day..
Exam was over soon just KH for tomorrow..Irritating
As usual, every Friday I will stay back for 'something' ; teach her maths..
Every time shoon yi and she also late for 10minutes...
So..play basketball lur..hoho..long time no play..still so geng..HOHO...
3 points ~~~ SHOOO ~~~ JOOOOPPPP ~~ HOHO
Then..they came le ; I sweat =..= Buy tissue and cool down myself...
Suddenly a familiar body behind me ; my sister..zZz...
Saw her I also very fan ==...Fine..I called her buy tissue for me..HOHO..
She gave me and gone...GOOD..then teach teach and teach...Today is the most great condition...
Of course..Got this good teacher >< (joking)..Like that lur..Teach lur..
Nothing 'special'...Just...HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO....
End of this post..HAHA..
And...Wish you all the best in PMR

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Stop..Don't Move and Stay There..Only can be here..

2009 August 8 , 1615,

Early in the morning, 8XX woke up..my dad woke me up from my sleep..=..=
Woke up and felt nothing to do..decided to go out..maybe can play basketball or jungle trekking again..
Went to basketball field which nearby my house..When I reached there..there were Full House..
and saw yi hui , lek khon , yen ji them..Oya..today was yen ji's birthday...Wish you happy birthday although you can't see this..Nevermind...^^
Went to nova 2...played basketball...930 back home...WALAO SIENZ AR !!!
All of my family members went out...HOLYCRAP...nothing to do...==
Dragonica~Dragonica~Dragonica and chat with ZY...but he off 4pm..then I really got nothing to do..
Cooked Tomyam mee..ate it..
Though it was a boring afternoon but alone sometimes will be good..nobody can disturb me...This boring afternoon let me realized something...We can't be together again..It worth?? I ain't a good person..Forget about it..Think too much..ya..Think too much..don't bother...O..ya..them??
How about them?? Maybe very happy...Wish you all have a happy day and + you for PMR..

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Maintain and Remain

2009 August 5 , 1954

After tuition, wrote this post..
Open my song list..and listen to 我不会爱 - 萧敬滕
nice song...
The moment we released from tuition..
Saw her..feeling..I'm not the guy to be with her..
Afternoon chat with my friend 13.XX...
He insistent me to continue but I feel not to continue...
I don't know what I'm thinking about..
Maybe she not mine..We together were past tense..As what Idioms said in Chinese 破裂的玻璃怎么能够再回去原来的样子?
我不会是个好男人也不是个好情人..So just Maintain and Remain..is good thing , uh huh?

Sunday, August 2, 2009

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2009 August 2, 2308

WOOT..July had gone !!! HOHO new month coming ; August..
Wa...So boring ar...What a boring weeks.. ==
Don't know what I had done these weeks...
Talk phone ?? Sms ?? =..= Should stop these things...
Better study...And "remain" something..
maybe will good to each.. HOHO...
I guess..July's phone bil will cost a bomb to my dad T.T...
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zZz...I think I hard to have a phone ==...since phone bil so expensive =..=
Reduce the phone call and Sms...will be the good way....Am i right ?? O.O
haiz...since need to remain these...I have no comment just..wait after PMR...
But..After PMR...I feel want to absent school.. =..=..So boring at class...Like lack of oxygen.. ==
Beside Basketball..Also basketball ==...Dislike stay in class...Friends come our seat and talk and talk...
Somelse...feeling I'm nobody.. ==...Even my presence or absence also the same...(pessimistic thinking ==)..Whatever..don't care...but don't think so far apart..
Trial Exam coming..Damn nervous...== But got to study.. == So hope you all do..
End of this post..night