Bell rang ; I just released from the hustle and bustle class because I was a good student. I packed my things and decided to find you. Went to your class but you weren't there. My mind was starting to guess where are you ; Emotion was starting to become moody since I couldn't see your smile. I walked to canteen to seek you but you still weren't there. "Where are you ??". "Last chance if I couldn't find you at school" , I said to myself and walked to your class again. It seemed like playing hide n seek with you ; my heart was very worry about you , I hope I could see your smile but you weren't at class.
As I couldn't find you at school, deciding to leave school and walk to 711 and buy your favorite's ; Strawberry added with Mocha Ice Cream. I took slowly step to walk ; feeling that I was lost just couldn't find you. You were just like my core in my heart ; couldn't live in this world without you. You were the most important accompany/person to me ; we had the same hobbies , favorites and many things to chat. I was very moody.
Walking down and to my destination , my friends asked me about where was you. I couldn't answer. Tough-tied. They invited me to join their team to defeat some ass hole later. I ignored and walked to 711. The distance between my school and 711 which was just nearby ; 45m. It wasn't far. Holding books and walking towards and feeling so much boring without your company.
I arrived at 711 and went in it. It was so hot and sweaty outside. I stepped near to the ice cream section. It bought me back a lot of memories with you when we were having an ice cream together. You ate a bite and I ate. You always want to have the end of cone of the ice cream. In the section, Vanilla , Mocha , Chocolate , Strawberry and Coffee taste to choose or to combine. You always like Strawberry and I like Mocha then we would have it together. But now, I just ate it alone. "Hope you will appear around me".
Walking towards and deciding to pay for the ice cream , staring at the Yupi candy which was the candy you always buy and bring it to school , having it in the class even though the teacher was at class. So, I grabbed a pack and paid. Ice cream and candy were sweet and brought the memories with you and I. You would want me to open the packet and I feed you. You would want me to give the first bite of the ice cream then only my turn to have it. You would want me to walk in front of you then you could see my backside and play me. "?"
Took my step back to home. The way,direction,place to my home ; memories with you after school time and dating time with you. Memories was precious if you were with someone but after those relationship, it wasn't seem so important and it will be the part of your life. Deleting it or recycle it would be the good selection to you because it made you feeling to stay at memories than the true world. "Face the music".
End~
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Posting
Sky blushed with a light blue and smooth pink. It made the view become more wonderful and imagined. Standing on the highest block with you and spending the moment with you.Our hands become more near and I grabbed your hand and held it tight ; I won't let it go at that moment. Your head lied on my shoulder ; I knew you was tired. You were holding hand and lied on my shoulder. I was enjoying this moment and so much appreciated. My mind was so much blank but just only this colourful moment. It was happiness and colourful to our both. The empty , blank and white page became colouful and meaningful to us.
After enjoying the view, holding hand and walking back to home. You were very tired that I could see but you told me that you were very happy and well after the company with me. I started the conversation with you on the way send you to home. We talked about school , people , study and entertainment. You told me you were not good in certain chapter ; Got a light bulb upon my head and answered your questions that I will help you. You promised happily.
I looked at you. You looked back me and asked "what"? I grinned and answered "nothing". Your mind would have a few question marks ; why I looked at you and always say "nothing". You were beautiful when you doing something seriously ; you were very cute when talking to me, that's all in my mind was thinking about. Nothing much , nothing less. You were so much specific to me.
All of the sudden, you said you were hungry and it was some distance to reach your house. Without any thought, I went to 711 and bought you a bottle of mineral water and some small cake and bread. Headed back to your side and gave you some foods. You looked so fragile. I opened the packet to you. Sitting down at the garden ; you were sharing your bread with me. Feeling so much happy and touch. I told you that I was very lucky to have you. It was the sentence I can tell you but not for others.
730pm , I sent you to your home safety. "Thank you for the food and accompany", you whispered. At that moment, I couldn't say any things and nothing I could say. Just feeling to touch your face.By then,you opened the gate slowly and waving your hand as Goodbye and I just stood there for a couple of seconds. The honked sound from car; I was starting to walk. Not nesessary to have a the ending that I thought but it was awesome to me.
End.
After enjoying the view, holding hand and walking back to home. You were very tired that I could see but you told me that you were very happy and well after the company with me. I started the conversation with you on the way send you to home. We talked about school , people , study and entertainment. You told me you were not good in certain chapter ; Got a light bulb upon my head and answered your questions that I will help you. You promised happily.
I looked at you. You looked back me and asked "what"? I grinned and answered "nothing". Your mind would have a few question marks ; why I looked at you and always say "nothing". You were beautiful when you doing something seriously ; you were very cute when talking to me, that's all in my mind was thinking about. Nothing much , nothing less. You were so much specific to me.
All of the sudden, you said you were hungry and it was some distance to reach your house. Without any thought, I went to 711 and bought you a bottle of mineral water and some small cake and bread. Headed back to your side and gave you some foods. You looked so fragile. I opened the packet to you. Sitting down at the garden ; you were sharing your bread with me. Feeling so much happy and touch. I told you that I was very lucky to have you. It was the sentence I can tell you but not for others.
730pm , I sent you to your home safety. "Thank you for the food and accompany", you whispered. At that moment, I couldn't say any things and nothing I could say. Just feeling to touch your face.By then,you opened the gate slowly and waving your hand as Goodbye and I just stood there for a couple of seconds. The honked sound from car; I was starting to walk. Not nesessary to have a the ending that I thought but it was awesome to me.
End.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Post without title..
2010 January 23 , 2141
First for all, it is been long time the blog haven't got a new post/update..
Feeling so much busy on my books..
Physics , Chemistry , Biology , Add.maths, Maths , Bm , Bi and History..
The subjects that must be study...to me..
All the things were just in hand..nothing that I couldn't catch up..
Just in hand...Just in hand...
Heard friends said...Biology is a tough subject among the Science's subjects..
It really do hard to memorize those name , characteristics and functions..
All the things just need to by heart..
I able to do..but not for all...It sounds like too arrogant ?? Never mind , forget about it..
When people say to me that those name or others are too hard to memorize..
My heart got a question ; Does an image , a matter , a stuff , a thing that we really cannot forget instead of academy..?
Maybe..It really do..it..really do..
Image,stuff,matter which is very deep memories to one really can't even forget or keep running upon your mind ?
A song is made out of lyrics , melodies ,voices and sounds..
Lyrics and melodies are deep deep in our mind once we listened to it and agreed with it..
Happy songs and Sad songs..
Happy songs will faster 1/4 ; Sad songs will slower 1/4 of the melodies..
Sad songs mostly bring memories to you ??
What I'm thinking about ??
An end of a relationship should be happy..
It really feel so shit that what I'm doing now..Just lost my mind to type to think to do..
Am I selfish ?? (Asked in my mind but why I'm typing in this post ??)
No idea to know to interpret just except study and basketball..
A teenager can't even grow up is just feeling so shit so damn idiot..
An idiot just keep learning of new things but in mentally is can't even interpret can't even think of "What is the meaning of Love"..This is really..horseshit..
"Absence make heart grow founder" which is an idiom I have learn..
This idiom state that , Missing someone when there is no longer near...
You are in the vision that I can see but just really not close..
It is a wrong idiom that I used..(Guess so ?)
So much blank and blind..
Anyway..
End of post
First for all, it is been long time the blog haven't got a new post/update..
Feeling so much busy on my books..
Physics , Chemistry , Biology , Add.maths, Maths , Bm , Bi and History..
The subjects that must be study...to me..
All the things were just in hand..nothing that I couldn't catch up..
Just in hand...Just in hand...
Heard friends said...Biology is a tough subject among the Science's subjects..
It really do hard to memorize those name , characteristics and functions..
All the things just need to by heart..
I able to do..but not for all...It sounds like too arrogant ?? Never mind , forget about it..
When people say to me that those name or others are too hard to memorize..
My heart got a question ; Does an image , a matter , a stuff , a thing that we really cannot forget instead of academy..?
Maybe..It really do..it..really do..
Image,stuff,matter which is very deep memories to one really can't even forget or keep running upon your mind ?
A song is made out of lyrics , melodies ,voices and sounds..
Lyrics and melodies are deep deep in our mind once we listened to it and agreed with it..
Happy songs and Sad songs..
Happy songs will faster 1/4 ; Sad songs will slower 1/4 of the melodies..
Sad songs mostly bring memories to you ??
What I'm thinking about ??
An end of a relationship should be happy..
It really feel so shit that what I'm doing now..Just lost my mind to type to think to do..
Am I selfish ?? (Asked in my mind but why I'm typing in this post ??)
No idea to know to interpret just except study and basketball..
A teenager can't even grow up is just feeling so shit so damn idiot..
An idiot just keep learning of new things but in mentally is can't even interpret can't even think of "What is the meaning of Love"..This is really..horseshit..
"Absence make heart grow founder" which is an idiom I have learn..
This idiom state that , Missing someone when there is no longer near...
You are in the vision that I can see but just really not close..
It is a wrong idiom that I used..(Guess so ?)
So much blank and blind..
Anyway..
End of post
Friday, January 15, 2010
Half of a Month..
2010 January 15 , Friday , 1722
Lolz..It's going to half of a month of January ?? @@
Yes indeed...
Here we come, what we did to the last 15 days just before today?? @@
Kinda...speechless and unable to imagine...
Time flies too fast..even the time you're traveling now..
It was so bored to somebody who came to this new year ; form 4 ?? @@
Maybe It was but it is a whole new start..
Recently, we must do a good boy as our teachers,parents said..
People will thought "I hope I can and I will"
But for somebody it wasn't..and it is boring and meaningless..
Half of a January was gone..What should we do or plan for the next 16days and the rest of the month ??
2010 , people do say is a special year..??? (Maybe It's)
2010 is a fastest year that I predictable (my opinion)
A compete year for students because time really flies toooooooooOOOOOOOO fast...
A compete year should be nice , busy , meaningful , full of challenges..
Till now, maybe reader will feel it..is really..lame and boring post ?? (WHATEVER)
New year ; time to change and change..
Friend told me that , he is thinking to be more mature..
It's a good point that being to be more mature and take step for the responsibility ??
The words , sentences from mouth shouldn't be blurted out so soon ??
The thinking should be more mature??
The action should be more like adult ??
It should be when we really become adult like our parents..
But how to do it ?? (Still no idea?? )
See , do , listen , think more things
Although I ain't a completely or fully adult thinking..
Just the process is being to be taken..
Hope all having fun for this new year ~~
2010 ~ , Pump Oil ~~
End of post
Lolz..It's going to half of a month of January ?? @@
Yes indeed...
Here we come, what we did to the last 15 days just before today?? @@
Kinda...speechless and unable to imagine...
Time flies too fast..even the time you're traveling now..
It was so bored to somebody who came to this new year ; form 4 ?? @@
Maybe It was but it is a whole new start..
Recently, we must do a good boy as our teachers,parents said..
People will thought "I hope I can and I will"
But for somebody it wasn't..and it is boring and meaningless..
Half of a January was gone..What should we do or plan for the next 16days and the rest of the month ??
2010 , people do say is a special year..??? (Maybe It's)
2010 is a fastest year that I predictable (my opinion)
A compete year for students because time really flies toooooooooOOOOOOOO fast...
A compete year should be nice , busy , meaningful , full of challenges..
Till now, maybe reader will feel it..is really..lame and boring post ?? (WHATEVER)
New year ; time to change and change..
Friend told me that , he is thinking to be more mature..
It's a good point that being to be more mature and take step for the responsibility ??
The words , sentences from mouth shouldn't be blurted out so soon ??
The thinking should be more mature??
The action should be more like adult ??
It should be when we really become adult like our parents..
But how to do it ?? (Still no idea?? )
See , do , listen , think more things
Although I ain't a completely or fully adult thinking..
Just the process is being to be taken..
Hope all having fun for this new year ~~
2010 ~ , Pump Oil ~~
End of post
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Not Suiting !!!!!
2010 January 13 , 1345 , Wednesday
NOT SUITING AT ALL !!!
TOTALLY OUT OF THE RANGE == !!!1
NOT SUIT !!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
CRAPPY MATTER I EVER SEE !!! ==
FINE !! DO OWN THINGS BETTER!!!!!
FRUSTRATED !!!
SUCH A WASTE !!
NOT SUITING AT ALL !!!
TOTALLY OUT OF THE RANGE == !!!1
NOT SUIT !!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
CRAPPY MATTER I EVER SEE !!! ==
FINE !! DO OWN THINGS BETTER!!!!!
FRUSTRATED !!!
SUCH A WASTE !!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Form 4..
2010 January 5 , Tuesday , 16.44
Today was the 2nd day to school..
I got a class ; 4Harmoni..
Sounds like not a good class ?? By the way , I want to in those class like this to learn another way of life in a different class..
After the class arrangement ; I was very tired enough..
Students wanted to change their class which follow their friends or according their favorite subject..(I guessed so)
This was making me to be insane ; I was in charge of Monitor in the class so as SPBT books ==
All the people went to Office and tried to change their class..
You could see the people queued in the row in front of the Office path just like a Market.. ==
By the way..Form 4 was a quite challenging class/form to me ( because of Monitor in the class ) [WTF!]
The last moment in the school ; going to release students , our class was in chaos ==
All the people were just doing their things..
WHY CAN'T I SAY SOMETHING TO YOU ALL ??
OR MAKING AN ANNOUNCEMENT ??
Never mind..It's still the 2nd day at the school..
Should be patience and see how are them...
So..Form 4..is a very very new year and new life for me enough..
So do you ??? @@
Em...Form 4 should be hardworking and got some stress of course..
TO Be : Don't be so frustrated ~~ ><>< HOHO~ ~
Today was the 2nd day to school..
I got a class ; 4Harmoni..
Sounds like not a good class ?? By the way , I want to in those class like this to learn another way of life in a different class..
After the class arrangement ; I was very tired enough..
Students wanted to change their class which follow their friends or according their favorite subject..(I guessed so)
This was making me to be insane ; I was in charge of Monitor in the class so as SPBT books ==
All the people went to Office and tried to change their class..
You could see the people queued in the row in front of the Office path just like a Market.. ==
By the way..Form 4 was a quite challenging class/form to me ( because of Monitor in the class ) [WTF!]
The last moment in the school ; going to release students , our class was in chaos ==
All the people were just doing their things..
WHY CAN'T I SAY SOMETHING TO YOU ALL ??
OR MAKING AN ANNOUNCEMENT ??
Never mind..It's still the 2nd day at the school..
Should be patience and see how are them...
So..Form 4..is a very very new year and new life for me enough..
So do you ??? @@
Em...Form 4 should be hardworking and got some stress of course..
TO Be : Don't be so frustrated ~~ ><>< HOHO~ ~
Saturday, January 2, 2010
新的一年 2010
2010 January 02 , Saturday , 1902
今天是新的一年的第二天..
先说生新年快乐给全世界的人们~~
到了新的一年当然有很多事情都要新的..
把旧的事先忘了~可能这样才能专心的往前往新的一年去看..
2009年过了..回想起来..自己好像应该被打被惩罚..
做了很多觉得自己不应该做的事..感觉自己很烂..没责任似的做事..
也没什么想太多去做..
可能15岁的头脑的我..没那么成熟吧~
也有很癫疯..很投入..很傻的时候..
在你还没认真的去做一件很简单..你会觉得..没什么..可是后果..就没有你想象中的？？还是正如你的想象？？
在过去的一年里..想下自己真的做过什么很废很傻很笨很搞笑的事？？
又有做过什么觉得自己很光荣的事？？
做过什么很后悔的事？？
做过什么很认真的事？？
不想再浪费太多的时间了吧..
2009年真的好累..
很火速的过了一年..
对于我来说..多数的事..都很不开心地过..
好不喜欢..
当然..会有些很快乐的时候..
也为自己的生命里面增加了一些些的美好时光..
很快乐能够碰到一些人一些事让我很开心..
当然不开心的..是得留下变成个事实..告诉自己不要再不开心了吧..
说了答应了做了就算错也算自己的愚昧..
人生会有个人让你知道你的不好你的缺点..
知道后..尽量的去改变..
人生也会有个人跟你一起有个很疯狂的爱一场..
恋过后..就知道..（不说..你们自己试)
很开心也能恋过(LOLZ!)
人生里一定会有些很可靠很合的来的一些人..
那就是朋友；死党..
他们会陪你一起..做一些很屌的事..
学些很废的事..不过当然..这些事..算是人生要的吧~
他们也都会跟你陪你说些他们自己的心事..
这算是对我很..感动谢谢的人~
他们有时真的很屌...很..我没形容词了~~@@
不过..屌得来..我还是觉得很..接受..从他们学习..让自己..知道些他们的事吧~
很屌的奕晖..真的超死党..
没话说得zy..有时真的没话说..（够废）
明裕是比较真经的..（可能没看到他不正经的那面吧@@)
还有很多很多..（抱歉没说到你们）
从小走来..前面那两位真的一起面对问题..做很刁的事..
当然值得去开心..所以新的一年里..我的朋友..我要说..我爱你们..每个都爱~
HOHO...新的一年..自己要跨过自己不可能的事..
可能这是给自己的一个目标..挑战吧~
觉得这篇比较长吧？？
好啦~就到此吧..不然眼睛烂掉..哈哈~~
再次祝大家新年快乐..心想事成..
End of post
今天是新的一年的第二天..
先说生新年快乐给全世界的人们~~
到了新的一年当然有很多事情都要新的..
把旧的事先忘了~可能这样才能专心的往前往新的一年去看..
2009年过了..回想起来..自己好像应该被打被惩罚..
做了很多觉得自己不应该做的事..感觉自己很烂..没责任似的做事..
也没什么想太多去做..
可能15岁的头脑的我..没那么成熟吧~
也有很癫疯..很投入..很傻的时候..
在你还没认真的去做一件很简单..你会觉得..没什么..可是后果..就没有你想象中的？？还是正如你的想象？？
在过去的一年里..想下自己真的做过什么很废很傻很笨很搞笑的事？？
又有做过什么觉得自己很光荣的事？？
做过什么很后悔的事？？
做过什么很认真的事？？
不想再浪费太多的时间了吧..
2009年真的好累..
很火速的过了一年..
对于我来说..多数的事..都很不开心地过..
好不喜欢..
当然..会有些很快乐的时候..
也为自己的生命里面增加了一些些的美好时光..
很快乐能够碰到一些人一些事让我很开心..
当然不开心的..是得留下变成个事实..告诉自己不要再不开心了吧..
说了答应了做了就算错也算自己的愚昧..
人生会有个人让你知道你的不好你的缺点..
知道后..尽量的去改变..
人生也会有个人跟你一起有个很疯狂的爱一场..
恋过后..就知道..（不说..你们自己试)
很开心也能恋过(LOLZ!)
人生里一定会有些很可靠很合的来的一些人..
那就是朋友；死党..
他们会陪你一起..做一些很屌的事..
学些很废的事..不过当然..这些事..算是人生要的吧~
他们也都会跟你陪你说些他们自己的心事..
这算是对我很..感动谢谢的人~
他们有时真的很屌...很..我没形容词了~~@@
不过..屌得来..我还是觉得很..接受..从他们学习..让自己..知道些他们的事吧~
很屌的奕晖..真的超死党..
没话说得zy..有时真的没话说..（够废）
明裕是比较真经的..（可能没看到他不正经的那面吧@@)
还有很多很多..（抱歉没说到你们）
从小走来..前面那两位真的一起面对问题..做很刁的事..
当然值得去开心..所以新的一年里..我的朋友..我要说..我爱你们..每个都爱~
HOHO...新的一年..自己要跨过自己不可能的事..
可能这是给自己的一个目标..挑战吧~
觉得这篇比较长吧？？
好啦~就到此吧..不然眼睛烂掉..哈哈~~
再次祝大家新年快乐..心想事成..
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