I still remembered a quite interested conversation with friends last few months.We were having class and it was break time.Suddenly,my mind came across a question - If you were able to have a super power,what kind of super power you would want to have.I asked my friends.They just answered with a few super power like super strength,wind walker,incredibly speeding and etc.I asked others friends,the same question too.They answered - mind reading,flying,intelligence and emotional control skill.I was curious about myself what would I asking about this question.
After the class,I got myself back to my house and did my assignments.When I finished my works,I stared outside of my window and took a look.Pondering about something.Something which was about my life.I wondered what I had done to before until now.I opened my drawer and read back my diaries and albums.In the album,it got my piCtures with my family and friends when I was small.The next page was the latest pictures with my family to a Sweden.I could recall the memories in my brain that moment.Snow flakes fell down on my palm from the clear blue sky,ground was covered with a thick layer of snow.My vision could be only white color- it was winter that time.Whole family included me were very enjoyed the harmony.Eating 3pts beef and glasses of red wine.
Back some more,was the pictures with my friends.Three of us had done something that we would never do in teenage stage of my life.We bought chemical items back to my house and ready to do something smoky.We all went through all the processes and used about an hour to make that thing.We prepared,cooked,wrapped,waited,and ready to ignite.We all recorded the whole scenario of the processes and some crap and funny moments.Those memories with friends could hardly be removed from my minds and still bewitched in the rejoice.We got all the dirt on our hands and legs.Even worse,we got our chemical exploded.
There was a picture that made me sad.I got my heart swell and I never got that repaired well.Emotional recovery from the illness of love could be the hardest thing to do.I captured a picture of you when you were having the same class with me.You would never know I got your picture.How could I be so much pathetic to get your picture in this way? But it was just the way to prevent my secret being discovered- I fell in love with you.The picture captured was when you were paying attention to the class.I never met you ,I never said a 'Hi' to you ,I never knoW you but just it was your name.I had been a little courage to talk to you but I never did it because there was somebody around you.I walked backwards and you were gone.I still stood on the circle that I never ever broke it.Probably I did not have that enough of courage to face you.Your beautiful was uncontrollable appeared in my mind and it would not able to be erased from my head.
Until a day,one of my friend told me that you were leaving.I thought it was joke.A pathetic joke that I ever heard.I bet you were not had any impression about me,neither you wanted to know me or not.But I just did not care.Though,you never had embedded any memories in my head but your smile ,your moves and your voice.I could hardly forget.I never got a tear in my eyes because I must learn how to be strong even though it was really a wasted chance.If I was the one of could have a super power,I wished I could time travel back to the moment that first time I saw you....
Friday, October 15, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Missed.
When a person is leaving from us to another country or from us, bundles of emotion will be burst out from the deepest of your heart.Most of the people will be sad to know this rueful news,of course, some of them will be frustrated because he or she do not appreciate what they have spend the time with that person.If a stranger had left the country to another,surely, you would be apathetic.However,if a girl that you did not know, she did the same thing as the example shown-I felt a sudden of sadness and a little of penance.I did know her name.I used to notice her when the tuition class took a brief break.Pathetically, I did not meet her officially.
2010 is a challenging year,I have met a lot of things,peoples,foods,places,knowledge and challenges.The only one thing that I never ever met is the girl that I keep noticing.Mid-year of 2010,you brought me alive from the tenderness and emptiness of my heart.She was not any special.She was not that types of girl that I would say the girl was freaking hot- big boobies and nice ass.But,she did turn me on somehow.She was normal to the others but for me,she kind of...good-girl-types.At that moment, I did not think so far because she really looked like an ordinary girl.
Every Tuesday,Thrusday,Friday and Saturday,I would be a little mad for going to tuition center-for learning and...'seeking'.Learning the new knowledge from tutors and 'seeking' for those hot chicks there.Friends and I found a lot of hot chicks with short pants,tight clothes and nice ass and boobies,of course.But,when I had a second,my head would turn to my backside and took a glance at her unconsciously,somehow.Still,I couldn't find any special about her even though I got a little interested in her.
Every Thrusday was my favorite that time-three hours of classes with her.Our distance in class was far but...she seemed to sat at the position where I could really see her clearly without any people blocking me.Maybe I was thinking of too much,though,I did not care.The happiest moment was the take-break-time,standing up and took a glance at the class and she would be leaving the class as I did.Walking by her table,I would stare at her notes,ensuring that she really got paying attention to class.When walking out from the class,she would gather with her friends against the wall,taking my side-glance at her;an uncontrollable feeling surged into my mind-self-highness.[Don't laugh,this is the normal reaction if a guy got a little interested in a girl]
When the break was finished,delaying the time to be last one entered the class and taking this precious-few-seconds to make sure she was in the class and glancing at her.I could not look at her because people would be noticing what-the-heck-are-you-looking-at? expression towards me.Be cool and steady,heading to my table.Class was quite boring after I finished those exercises.So,I got nothing to do except took another glance at her.She was concentrating at her works.The way she looked was..marvelous.She wore a-quite-round-shaped spectacles with pink color of T-shirt and a grey in color of jacket usually because her position in the class was directly to the cold air out from the air-condition.She tied her hair into a ponytail tidily which made me felt she was pretty and elegant.When doing exercises,she would draw her tiny lips inwards and her head would bend slightly in a certain degree.That moment which would drive me insane and liked a phone in low of electricity,recharging to a maximum of percentage of battery.
During Biology class,this class would really make me nervous because we both really sat so damn close if she was still here.She would be different hair styles and looks in the class.Somehow,she would tied her up into a cute,little round shaped,somehow,she would loose her hair down lied on her shoulder.I did not have the courage to turn my head back.Close distance but far gap.Even though how close distance in physical but she would never know who the hell was I on the earth.
Unfortunately,I noticed that she had absent two weeks of class.I got a new from friend that she had moved to another country.How sad,that I did not really meet her officially.DAMN! Friendship could be something special like a twinkling star at sky.Glittering in a dark night;giving a new hope.At least say a "HELLO?" could also be a problem.There could be also an impossible to let you to read this too?
P.S.: Hope you'll be alright at a new place,meeting new people.T.C.
Night , fellows.
2010 is a challenging year,I have met a lot of things,peoples,foods,places,knowledge and challenges.The only one thing that I never ever met is the girl that I keep noticing.Mid-year of 2010,you brought me alive from the tenderness and emptiness of my heart.She was not any special.She was not that types of girl that I would say the girl was freaking hot- big boobies and nice ass.But,she did turn me on somehow.She was normal to the others but for me,she kind of...good-girl-types.At that moment, I did not think so far because she really looked like an ordinary girl.
Every Tuesday,Thrusday,Friday and Saturday,I would be a little mad for going to tuition center-for learning and...'seeking'.Learning the new knowledge from tutors and 'seeking' for those hot chicks there.Friends and I found a lot of hot chicks with short pants,tight clothes and nice ass and boobies,of course.But,when I had a second,my head would turn to my backside and took a glance at her unconsciously,somehow.Still,I couldn't find any special about her even though I got a little interested in her.
Every Thrusday was my favorite that time-three hours of classes with her.Our distance in class was far but...she seemed to sat at the position where I could really see her clearly without any people blocking me.Maybe I was thinking of too much,though,I did not care.The happiest moment was the take-break-time,standing up and took a glance at the class and she would be leaving the class as I did.Walking by her table,I would stare at her notes,ensuring that she really got paying attention to class.When walking out from the class,she would gather with her friends against the wall,taking my side-glance at her;an uncontrollable feeling surged into my mind-self-highness.[Don't laugh,this is the normal reaction if a guy got a little interested in a girl]
When the break was finished,delaying the time to be last one entered the class and taking this precious-few-seconds to make sure she was in the class and glancing at her.I could not look at her because people would be noticing what-the-heck-are-you-looking-at? expression towards me.Be cool and steady,heading to my table.Class was quite boring after I finished those exercises.So,I got nothing to do except took another glance at her.She was concentrating at her works.The way she looked was..marvelous.She wore a-quite-round-shaped spectacles with pink color of T-shirt and a grey in color of jacket usually because her position in the class was directly to the cold air out from the air-condition.She tied her hair into a ponytail tidily which made me felt she was pretty and elegant.When doing exercises,she would draw her tiny lips inwards and her head would bend slightly in a certain degree.That moment which would drive me insane and liked a phone in low of electricity,recharging to a maximum of percentage of battery.
During Biology class,this class would really make me nervous because we both really sat so damn close if she was still here.She would be different hair styles and looks in the class.Somehow,she would tied her up into a cute,little round shaped,somehow,she would loose her hair down lied on her shoulder.I did not have the courage to turn my head back.Close distance but far gap.Even though how close distance in physical but she would never know who the hell was I on the earth.
Unfortunately,I noticed that she had absent two weeks of class.I got a new from friend that she had moved to another country.How sad,that I did not really meet her officially.DAMN! Friendship could be something special like a twinkling star at sky.Glittering in a dark night;giving a new hope.At least say a "HELLO?" could also be a problem.There could be also an impossible to let you to read this too?
P.S.: Hope you'll be alright at a new place,meeting new people.T.C.
Night , fellows.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Could we?
"Dude,how's the feelings of...falling in love with someone??", I heard two guys sitting beside me,having conversation in the library as I was reading "Natural Born Charmer" which written by Susan Elizabeth Philips.
"Falling in love with someone?? Er...you're question is though to answer even though it is without any explanation or calculation but the feelings are joyful,happiness and love?", the guy answered with a grimace on his face and continue his research on Chemistry.A few questions lurked inside my heart for some time. How did LOVE feel and mean? Quite simple but silly, somehow....
Suddenly,the girl..with dark,silk and long hair,sharp bladed nose,cute and little red lips and with a small and round head.She wore a pair of pink spectacles that always made me feeling that she was a shy and intrinsic kind of girl.She often came to library during the recess with a few of books - Additional Mathematics,Chemistry and Physics.
She sat the table which next to me,making me felt like even though it was just a distance-of-a-table.However,the 'distance' between me and her in my heart was very far liked you were in the-lost-of-Gurun-Thar.The way she walked into the library,passing through me. The scene that she left; a refreshment.It was like getting a drink of clean and cold water when you were desperately thirsty.An engaging and renewal of scene.A scene that had made me nervous that she was sitting the next of my table which I sat in the same library.
When she passed through me, I would be extremely serious to read my book.She was heading to the table,my uncontrollable mind would send an impulse to my eyes ;staring at her back just the way she were could let me happy for a day?Breathing the same air in the same library ; reading the knowledge that borrowed from the same library.
She put those books gently and pulled the chair silently and sat gingerly.I read my book without knew where was I reading.Adverting my eyes towards her direction.Could not let her knowing that I was peeking her.Thinking that I was a pervert that observing a girl in this way in my mind.She looked marvelous filled with a little of cuteness when she was solving her questions.Her head would slight at certain angle,showing the right part of her face.Hairs pulled back to her ears.In that moment,I felt the rested and she glittered my dark,cold and deep hear.My eyes could not leave an inch away from her.I was totally bewitching in this!
Suddenly,she looked back and I lost control.Could only feel the strength-less to hold my book.I dropped my book.I tried to glance back at her and she grinned towards my reaction-stupidity and silliness.I felt my blood was rushing to my head as we both exchanged a-second-of-glance.Could that be?
Bell rang and every student was ought to reach the class before teacher did.She was picking up her stationary and books.When I pulled back my chair and stood up,something was behind me and I knew I had knocked it.It was her.All of her exercise books and reference books were fell down.
"Are you okay? You got any hurt?",I asked politely and held her arm tenderly.
"Yup,I guess I'm okay."
We both looked at each other.Her eyes were dark brownish staring at my directly into my eyes.My heart pounded heavily that could burst out from my chest suddenly.Her stare sent a electric chill down to my spine.Another second,I let go her arm and kneed down to pick her books in an-orderly-arranged position quickly.Her face was shyly blushed appeared as I handed books to her.We both walked out from the library with some interesting conversation until we stepped in each class.Could we possibly I be the one of her,vice versa?
"Falling in love with someone?? Er...you're question is though to answer even though it is without any explanation or calculation but the feelings are joyful,happiness and love?", the guy answered with a grimace on his face and continue his research on Chemistry.A few questions lurked inside my heart for some time. How did LOVE feel and mean? Quite simple but silly, somehow....
Suddenly,the girl..with dark,silk and long hair,sharp bladed nose,cute and little red lips and with a small and round head.She wore a pair of pink spectacles that always made me feeling that she was a shy and intrinsic kind of girl.She often came to library during the recess with a few of books - Additional Mathematics,Chemistry and Physics.
She sat the table which next to me,making me felt like even though it was just a distance-of-a-table.However,the 'distance' between me and her in my heart was very far liked you were in the-lost-of-Gurun-Thar.The way she walked into the library,passing through me. The scene that she left; a refreshment.It was like getting a drink of clean and cold water when you were desperately thirsty.An engaging and renewal of scene.A scene that had made me nervous that she was sitting the next of my table which I sat in the same library.
When she passed through me, I would be extremely serious to read my book.She was heading to the table,my uncontrollable mind would send an impulse to my eyes ;staring at her back just the way she were could let me happy for a day?Breathing the same air in the same library ; reading the knowledge that borrowed from the same library.
She put those books gently and pulled the chair silently and sat gingerly.I read my book without knew where was I reading.Adverting my eyes towards her direction.Could not let her knowing that I was peeking her.Thinking that I was a pervert that observing a girl in this way in my mind.She looked marvelous filled with a little of cuteness when she was solving her questions.Her head would slight at certain angle,showing the right part of her face.Hairs pulled back to her ears.In that moment,I felt the rested and she glittered my dark,cold and deep hear.My eyes could not leave an inch away from her.I was totally bewitching in this!
Suddenly,she looked back and I lost control.Could only feel the strength-less to hold my book.I dropped my book.I tried to glance back at her and she grinned towards my reaction-stupidity and silliness.I felt my blood was rushing to my head as we both exchanged a-second-of-glance.Could that be?
Bell rang and every student was ought to reach the class before teacher did.She was picking up her stationary and books.When I pulled back my chair and stood up,something was behind me and I knew I had knocked it.It was her.All of her exercise books and reference books were fell down.
"Are you okay? You got any hurt?",I asked politely and held her arm tenderly.
"Yup,I guess I'm okay."
We both looked at each other.Her eyes were dark brownish staring at my directly into my eyes.My heart pounded heavily that could burst out from my chest suddenly.Her stare sent a electric chill down to my spine.Another second,I let go her arm and kneed down to pick her books in an-orderly-arranged position quickly.Her face was shyly blushed appeared as I handed books to her.We both walked out from the library with some interesting conversation until we stepped in each class.Could we possibly I be the one of her,vice versa?
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Published
Sky blushed with purplish pink as the sun went down the horizon. Swarms of bird were flying in the sky. Office workers were released from the stress and mountain of works and rushing to their home. Vehicles were anywhere in the center of the town. Street lights and dwellers were switching on light. The whole city lighted up and gave the city a new scene. You and I were on the small hill which was nearby this city. You stood up and took a glance on this city.
The movement of you was so much elegant. Your hair and eyes glowed in the sunset as you were observing this scene. You were just too beautiful and too ethereal to be the part of this landscape. You were just like an angel fallen on this green and fresh lane. And, I was the luckiest to beside of you. Looking at you, happiness and excitement occurred on your face. I could see your smile with the background of the city. Your smile was dazzling and endearing. Your smile and grin were the sweetest cure for me to get rid from the sorrow and despair.
You sat back beside me on the grass and I stared at you. I stared at your eyes. A pair of almond-shaped tawny eyes. Your eyes were the most attractive part to me because I could see the joyful and elation in your eyes. I still remembered the first time you cried, tears and cried were flooded on your face. It was kind of ironic and romantic at the moment. As I looked pleadingly into your eyes, the whole world rested at the moment. I was reveled in the your world. People stated that , girl’s eyes were their loving world and it would be completed if she found her beloved.
I smelled your scent of hair as you lied on my chest and looked at the sky. In this obscuring night, our world had begun and it would be endless. Obscuring love within us were the happiest and saddest matter in this world. Elation and laughter because of our moment spent together and did something like couple ; tears and cried because of our childishness of arguing about some small matter. I summoned up my courage and looked into your eyes.It took my time to open my mouth.“Babe, I love you and I cant live without you, can we be together?”. Eagerness of the answer, “Yes , I do “.
We both in the high time and kissed each other. Her lips were tiny and cold. With the warmth and love I gave to her through my lips. The kisses , sending me a chill to my whole body. I thought of she would be happy and lovely. Love filled within us in this glorious night. Her face was blushed and looked cute when we caressed and I could see the joyful in her eyes. A transcend descriptive to suit all of you. She was the one who I found a long time ago. I love you so.
The movement of you was so much elegant. Your hair and eyes glowed in the sunset as you were observing this scene. You were just too beautiful and too ethereal to be the part of this landscape. You were just like an angel fallen on this green and fresh lane. And, I was the luckiest to beside of you. Looking at you, happiness and excitement occurred on your face. I could see your smile with the background of the city. Your smile was dazzling and endearing. Your smile and grin were the sweetest cure for me to get rid from the sorrow and despair.
You sat back beside me on the grass and I stared at you. I stared at your eyes. A pair of almond-shaped tawny eyes. Your eyes were the most attractive part to me because I could see the joyful and elation in your eyes. I still remembered the first time you cried, tears and cried were flooded on your face. It was kind of ironic and romantic at the moment. As I looked pleadingly into your eyes, the whole world rested at the moment. I was reveled in the your world. People stated that , girl’s eyes were their loving world and it would be completed if she found her beloved.
I smelled your scent of hair as you lied on my chest and looked at the sky. In this obscuring night, our world had begun and it would be endless. Obscuring love within us were the happiest and saddest matter in this world. Elation and laughter because of our moment spent together and did something like couple ; tears and cried because of our childishness of arguing about some small matter. I summoned up my courage and looked into your eyes.It took my time to open my mouth.“Babe, I love you and I cant live without you, can we be together?”. Eagerness of the answer, “Yes , I do “.
We both in the high time and kissed each other. Her lips were tiny and cold. With the warmth and love I gave to her through my lips. The kisses , sending me a chill to my whole body. I thought of she would be happy and lovely. Love filled within us in this glorious night. Her face was blushed and looked cute when we caressed and I could see the joyful in her eyes. A transcend descriptive to suit all of you. She was the one who I found a long time ago. I love you so.
Monday, August 23, 2010
I love your hair smell even though it was just scent of shampoo but it led me to your heart.
I love your eyes even though it was small but it could see through the lies.
I love your nose even though it wasn't sharp but the air you gave out brought my alive.
I love your mouth even though it was simple lips but it reminded me of what I was missing.
I love your ears even though it was normal but it could hear my thought.
I love your cheek even though it was pretty fat but it was the warmest place for me to lay my lips on it.
I love your hands even though it was little but it was the way I could hold your hands to another paradise.
But what was I loving her?
I love you even though you're not utterly perfect but that was the way I loved you. Love blinded me. Love led me to you. And that was my answer.
I love your eyes even though it was small but it could see through the lies.
I love your nose even though it wasn't sharp but the air you gave out brought my alive.
I love your mouth even though it was simple lips but it reminded me of what I was missing.
I love your ears even though it was normal but it could hear my thought.
I love your cheek even though it was pretty fat but it was the warmest place for me to lay my lips on it.
I love your hands even though it was little but it was the way I could hold your hands to another paradise.
But what was I loving her?
I love you even though you're not utterly perfect but that was the way I loved you. Love blinded me. Love led me to you. And that was my answer.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
2/2 or 1/2 or 0 ?
August came, July gone ~
School life is going to end very very soon , about a year left..
Recently, mind confused and disorientated..
The life of a teenager must be included certain part , academy , sport, family , friends, and ....
Maybe I'm thinking too much of these..
Imbalance and unhealthy lifestyle..
But whenever I can see you..I feel..so happy or..stress-less...
Your smile is endearing whenever you're smiling..especially your grin..I can't even deny it but you're not mine , not even meet you officially , though...
Why would a guy will fall in love with a girl who he thinks she is.....PERFECT in his mind...?
ASS HOLE == don't be the pathetic one please...
At least, she can ignite my fire in my heart..maybe it is too...over...but...a girl that you think she is perfect to you..[even though no one is perfect] , those sentences will be blurted out..in your mind?
SHE IS THE ONE !!! Maybe I'm just bluffing..she don''t even know who am I...making a false hope...just erase it...make it blank...
School life is going to end very very soon , about a year left..
Recently, mind confused and disorientated..
The life of a teenager must be included certain part , academy , sport, family , friends, and ....
Maybe I'm thinking too much of these..
Imbalance and unhealthy lifestyle..
But whenever I can see you..I feel..so happy or..stress-less...
Your smile is endearing whenever you're smiling..especially your grin..I can't even deny it but you're not mine , not even meet you officially , though...
Why would a guy will fall in love with a girl who he thinks she is.....PERFECT in his mind...?
ASS HOLE == don't be the pathetic one please...
At least, she can ignite my fire in my heart..maybe it is too...over...but...a girl that you think she is perfect to you..[even though no one is perfect] , those sentences will be blurted out..in your mind?
SHE IS THE ONE !!! Maybe I'm just bluffing..she don''t even know who am I...making a false hope...just erase it...make it blank...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Miserable life stacks with a impossible stuff
Miserable Miserable !
Miserable life [zzzz]
Exam was gone and time to get results and this is the horrible part of exam ==..
Get a good results but..SO WHAT??
Somehow get those marks are...freaking shit out of sense ==..
But just let it go..lazy to argue with that kind bullshit talks and discussions..
Think of that..makes me want to smash all my things..
Mom always say, " Why you always get 7X ?? Try to get more la!!"
WHAT TO SAY?? JUST ??? "....."
This is screwing me up..
PRESSURES...I satisfy of what I have get with..
I can feel the uncountable pounds of pressure pressing on my shoulders and my mind just freak out..
7X? == JUST SCREW ME LA !!
Trying to get peace..
Last week Sunday, you looked so...beautiful and indifferent from the others day..
Maybe it is just a delusional for the others but to me..you totally looked..AWESOME !
We just like...friends but..got nothing to say or to chat about..
Somehow, I wait you to online at MSN but..you rarely to online..
90minutes same class with you and sit back of you..
Observing and reading every movement of you , even though it seems like I'm a pervert..but..it's what a guy react if you found a girl you're interesting..
Different form ; feeling a far cross of distance..==
Feeling myself just like a ...little naive kid talking with a protective sister...
She is totally perfect [ maybe I haven't discover her con's] but I know not everything is perfect..
People say I fell in love with her but I didn't answer..
It is just making a friend with a female...
It is just impossible to deal with a Form5 girl....
Impossible...
Miserable life [zzzz]
Exam was gone and time to get results and this is the horrible part of exam ==..
Get a good results but..SO WHAT??
Somehow get those marks are...freaking shit out of sense ==..
But just let it go..lazy to argue with that kind bullshit talks and discussions..
Think of that..makes me want to smash all my things..
Mom always say, " Why you always get 7X ?? Try to get more la!!"
WHAT TO SAY?? JUST ??? "....."
This is screwing me up..
PRESSURES...I satisfy of what I have get with..
I can feel the uncountable pounds of pressure pressing on my shoulders and my mind just freak out..
7X? == JUST SCREW ME LA !!
Trying to get peace..
Last week Sunday, you looked so...beautiful and indifferent from the others day..
Maybe it is just a delusional for the others but to me..you totally looked..AWESOME !
We just like...friends but..got nothing to say or to chat about..
Somehow, I wait you to online at MSN but..you rarely to online..
90minutes same class with you and sit back of you..
Observing and reading every movement of you , even though it seems like I'm a pervert..but..it's what a guy react if you found a girl you're interesting..
Different form ; feeling a far cross of distance..==
Feeling myself just like a ...little naive kid talking with a protective sister...
She is totally perfect [ maybe I haven't discover her con's] but I know not everything is perfect..
People say I fell in love with her but I didn't answer..
It is just making a friend with a female...
It is just impossible to deal with a Form5 girl....
Impossible...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Love, No boundaries ??
Your hair is black but fill with a bit brown color at every degree when I see you. Your posture is elegant but fill with a little of open. You wear contact lens but somehow you wear spectacles. You look so gorgeous and nice and simple when the day you wear lens. It doesn't mean that you look not nice when you wear spectacles. Instead, it looks mature and pretty well too. Do not ever judge a book by appearance ?? Guess so. Maybe, just not enough of communication ?? Even chit-chat, got nothing to chat about. Different level talks different things. Just friend. A.......not very close friend. A not very close female friend. I'm just giving myself a tidal waves - it is impossible. It will leave after 3~4 months. So, need not to worry so much. And, telling yourself it could not be. We have a boundary/demarcation between each. Bluffing ~
Saturday, June 5, 2010
The All-American Rejects - I Wanna
I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It's me for you
Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side
'cause it's never gonna be the truth
so far for you
But can you hear me say
Don't throw me away
there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Take everything that I know you'll break
and I give my life away so far to you
Can you hear me say
don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Tonight I see it's just another day without you
That I can't sleep
I give it away, away all for you too
Hear me say, don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
But all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
How romantic this song is.
Just want to touch you for a brief moments.
Your pretty small hand , your pretty oval face.
Half of a minutes that I also rather.
Just want to touch you.
How pathetic is a person think like this.
"Are you sick of something or are you abnormal ??"
This statement can't prove what I'm.
You're just so beautiful and elegant.
Even though it is impossible to get together and I'm thinking too much of this.
Probability to get to you is 0 or even worse , negative.
Can spend half of a minute to look at you seriously and pleadingly,
I'm enough satisfied. I'm just like a jerk...
So damn shit..==
I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It's me for you
Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side
'cause it's never gonna be the truth
so far for you
But can you hear me say
Don't throw me away
there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Take everything that I know you'll break
and I give my life away so far to you
Can you hear me say
don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Tonight I see it's just another day without you
That I can't sleep
I give it away, away all for you too
Hear me say, don't throw me away
There's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
But all I have is time
Our love's a perfect rhyme
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
How romantic this song is.
Just want to touch you for a brief moments.
Your pretty small hand , your pretty oval face.
Half of a minutes that I also rather.
Just want to touch you.
How pathetic is a person think like this.
"Are you sick of something or are you abnormal ??"
This statement can't prove what I'm.
You're just so beautiful and elegant.
Even though it is impossible to get together and I'm thinking too much of this.
Probability to get to you is 0 or even worse , negative.
Can spend half of a minute to look at you seriously and pleadingly,
I'm enough satisfied. I'm just like a jerk...
So damn shit..==
Saturday, May 22, 2010
I can still remember the whole thing, If I can turn back time...
I can still remember the whole thing, if I can turn back time I will not repeat the same mistakes that I have done. It was embarrassed and ashamed to say out loud but when I watched the porn video, it reminded me about what we had done. I still could see the shame through your eyes. I was irresponsibility and bad manners about the moves on the bed. Although it was cheap to buy condom at 7-11, it was worthy and useful because it could prevent 'something' horrible happened.
Three months ago, it was a glorious night that we had our sweet things happened. It was 8 o'clock night sharp, I drove to her house with my dad's car to date her out. When I arrived her house, she was gaudy and sexy. Black short dressed with lacy sling suited with dark high heels, looking she would 'eat' me soon like a 'hungry wolf'. She just kind of different today. She totally looked high and desired for sex with me tonight. My heartbeat was increased as she stepped in front of car. Sitting beside of me gingerly. My mind thought of, tonight was a good good night !!!
We went to Sushi Restaurant to have our dinner because you like Japanese food the most. You ordered your favorite, Unagi dinner set and I got my Salmon dinner set. While waiting our order, I kept looking at her eyes. Her gorgeous and attractive eyes were beckoned my attention at all. My vision only consisted of her. Her overlook that night was too awesome. I asked her,why she dressed like that and she didn't reply but just a grin. [Girl's mind is hard to predict and to know]
After we had our dinner, she wanted to go desa park for a stroll. I held her hand and strolled the whole place. It was so sweet that held girlfriend's hand and strolled at a romantic and nice view scene. We sat down at a iron chair together. She lied her head at my shoulder had a rest and we both looked at the view. It was so sweet and sweet that we ever have !!!! Holding her hand and she was lying on my shoulder, enjoying the that moment. [It is so romantic even though it is an imagination =.=]. She turned her head near to my head. Our distance only about 2 inches between each. Looking at her eyes, feeling something was happening. We both closed our eyes and kissed. It was tenderly with starting but soon, rough and rush.
After caressing, she requested to back to my home. Without waiting any second, I drove my car back to my home. My home was no people , thinking of my parents were out. When I closed my door, her hands moved to my chest and turned me towards her. Her sexy eyes told me what she wanted tonight. In that condition, I was just like a sheep which eaten by a hungry tiger soon. No, not tiger, was a wolf. We looked at each and kissed roughly. Lips then ears then neck. I thought of she really desired for a sex tonight.
Then, she pulled me to my room. It was so rude and rushed but it was totally what a couple needed for this moment [perhaps??]. My room was a bit untidy but still 'work' place for us. Air-conditioner switched on, dim light switched on and essential oil spread the whole room. She was devil in disguise on the bed, looking at me. We both eyes met and pulled each on the bed. Caresses and 'move' were acted on both. Be her boyfriend about 8 months, now only I knew her chest were about C. She seemed like very good on bed because she just couldn't let me stop on caressing her. Her lips and necks. Slowly moved to her chest. Some kind of sounds was out from her. Thinking of she was 'high' and being wanted to have 'some more' !!
Our thighs rubbed at each. Slowly from the chest, moving to her stomach and her thighs. She told me not to stop and continue but something weird. That was we hadn't get our clothes off. When I moved to her thighs, she stood up suddenly then she eased off her sling[maybe wrong word] and her whole dress was off , leaving her only 'left'. My heartbeat really pumped surprisingly fast that I never experienced. She sat on my thighs and began took off my top wear. Soon, we were on the bed and touched and licked at both. Even it was disgusting for readers but it was nice and enjoyable. She just couldn't stop what she was doing and what I wanted that she just like read my mind.
She eased her bra but I didn't mean to have real sex with her. The condition was too much of sexual element around us just like air. With her persistence, as her boyfriend I couldn't deny her. But, the consequence was terrible and I couldn't imagine of that. But, with the desire now, I really couldn't deny. She needed me and me too. She undressed of me and her 'left' too. Since we both were still virgin and didn't know about those 'style'. We just caressed with bare body. She kissed my neck...then down and down...I didn't mean to do so. Then she suggest to have sexual intercourse with me. I looked at her stonily. Of what her said just now, I was just totally...stunned !!
Sexual intercourse was so much disgusting for you guys ?? If I posted the process of it..Guess female will surge their feeling with anger and frustration because of I am insulting them..so..following..process..couldn't be so details..By the way..Guys should know all the process and..If I can turn back my time..what would you guys do ?
Three months ago, it was a glorious night that we had our sweet things happened. It was 8 o'clock night sharp, I drove to her house with my dad's car to date her out. When I arrived her house, she was gaudy and sexy. Black short dressed with lacy sling suited with dark high heels, looking she would 'eat' me soon like a 'hungry wolf'. She just kind of different today. She totally looked high and desired for sex with me tonight. My heartbeat was increased as she stepped in front of car. Sitting beside of me gingerly. My mind thought of, tonight was a good good night !!!
We went to Sushi Restaurant to have our dinner because you like Japanese food the most. You ordered your favorite, Unagi dinner set and I got my Salmon dinner set. While waiting our order, I kept looking at her eyes. Her gorgeous and attractive eyes were beckoned my attention at all. My vision only consisted of her. Her overlook that night was too awesome. I asked her,why she dressed like that and she didn't reply but just a grin. [Girl's mind is hard to predict and to know]
After we had our dinner, she wanted to go desa park for a stroll. I held her hand and strolled the whole place. It was so sweet that held girlfriend's hand and strolled at a romantic and nice view scene. We sat down at a iron chair together. She lied her head at my shoulder had a rest and we both looked at the view. It was so sweet and sweet that we ever have !!!! Holding her hand and she was lying on my shoulder, enjoying the that moment. [It is so romantic even though it is an imagination =.=]. She turned her head near to my head. Our distance only about 2 inches between each. Looking at her eyes, feeling something was happening. We both closed our eyes and kissed. It was tenderly with starting but soon, rough and rush.
After caressing, she requested to back to my home. Without waiting any second, I drove my car back to my home. My home was no people , thinking of my parents were out. When I closed my door, her hands moved to my chest and turned me towards her. Her sexy eyes told me what she wanted tonight. In that condition, I was just like a sheep which eaten by a hungry tiger soon. No, not tiger, was a wolf. We looked at each and kissed roughly. Lips then ears then neck. I thought of she really desired for a sex tonight.
Then, she pulled me to my room. It was so rude and rushed but it was totally what a couple needed for this moment [perhaps??]. My room was a bit untidy but still 'work' place for us. Air-conditioner switched on, dim light switched on and essential oil spread the whole room. She was devil in disguise on the bed, looking at me. We both eyes met and pulled each on the bed. Caresses and 'move' were acted on both. Be her boyfriend about 8 months, now only I knew her chest were about C. She seemed like very good on bed because she just couldn't let me stop on caressing her. Her lips and necks. Slowly moved to her chest. Some kind of sounds was out from her. Thinking of she was 'high' and being wanted to have 'some more' !!
Our thighs rubbed at each. Slowly from the chest, moving to her stomach and her thighs. She told me not to stop and continue but something weird. That was we hadn't get our clothes off. When I moved to her thighs, she stood up suddenly then she eased off her sling[maybe wrong word] and her whole dress was off , leaving her only 'left'. My heartbeat really pumped surprisingly fast that I never experienced. She sat on my thighs and began took off my top wear. Soon, we were on the bed and touched and licked at both. Even it was disgusting for readers but it was nice and enjoyable. She just couldn't stop what she was doing and what I wanted that she just like read my mind.
She eased her bra but I didn't mean to have real sex with her. The condition was too much of sexual element around us just like air. With her persistence, as her boyfriend I couldn't deny her. But, the consequence was terrible and I couldn't imagine of that. But, with the desire now, I really couldn't deny. She needed me and me too. She undressed of me and her 'left' too. Since we both were still virgin and didn't know about those 'style'. We just caressed with bare body. She kissed my neck...then down and down...I didn't mean to do so. Then she suggest to have sexual intercourse with me. I looked at her stonily. Of what her said just now, I was just totally...stunned !!
Sexual intercourse was so much disgusting for you guys ?? If I posted the process of it..Guess female will surge their feeling with anger and frustration because of I am insulting them..so..following..process..couldn't be so details..By the way..Guys should know all the process and..If I can turn back my time..what would you guys do ?
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Fatigue
ZZZZ...
Dizzy...
Chapter 3 of Physics : Pressure ...
It becomes a real life pressure..
Exam soon..Not really have my revision..
Bm..the subject i hate the most...
Just for a damn certificate..* I look down on it *
Feeling to have a nice trip to where else which really mean of "TRAVEL" !
Express out the feeling..
Hope to get an easier life
Hectic life drive a person insane & crazy..
Why the life just seemed so...narrow and pressure..
But I think..I'm not qualify to say "PRESSURE" !
Parents are the shoulders of pressure..
Now are just complaint and complaint..
Anyway..just hope all of the students DO YOUR BEST IN THE EXAM !!!!!
Dizzy...
Chapter 3 of Physics : Pressure ...
It becomes a real life pressure..
Exam soon..Not really have my revision..
Bm..the subject i hate the most...
Just for a damn certificate..* I look down on it *
Feeling to have a nice trip to where else which really mean of "TRAVEL" !
Express out the feeling..
Hope to get an easier life
Hectic life drive a person insane & crazy..
Why the life just seemed so...narrow and pressure..
But I think..I'm not qualify to say "PRESSURE" !
Parents are the shoulders of pressure..
Now are just complaint and complaint..
Anyway..just hope all of the students DO YOUR BEST IN THE EXAM !!!!!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Maybe??
Your etiquette was elegant,
As you are watching movie,
Your eyes couldn't leave an inch away from screen,
So did I,couldn't leave an inch from you.
I heard your smile ,
It was so much endearing.
I saw your smiling curve,
It was beautiful and sexy.
Glancing through of you,
Hoping you were not looking back at me.
I was just a dumb ass and looked at you,
Since we recognized....
As you are watching movie,
Your eyes couldn't leave an inch away from screen,
So did I,couldn't leave an inch from you.
I heard your smile ,
It was so much endearing.
I saw your smiling curve,
It was beautiful and sexy.
Glancing through of you,
Hoping you were not looking back at me.
I was just a dumb ass and looked at you,
Since we recognized....
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
@.@
Boring...
It just seemed like a few couple of weeks passed...
But just a few days only..
How to stand it like that ??
Perhaps not to ask so many...
Trying to find back the happiness and time, giving self a big space...
Imagination..
Inspiration..
Both were gone after I deleted it..
Besides, it should easy to do my own..
The music that heard before only the part of the memories..
Thus, nothing to remind anymore..
Must be able to head over the memories wall..
..Wishing smile and happy anytime..
It just seemed like a few couple of weeks passed...
But just a few days only..
How to stand it like that ??
Perhaps not to ask so many...
Trying to find back the happiness and time, giving self a big space...
Imagination..
Inspiration..
Both were gone after I deleted it..
Besides, it should easy to do my own..
The music that heard before only the part of the memories..
Thus, nothing to remind anymore..
Must be able to head over the memories wall..
..Wishing smile and happy anytime..
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
....
Strange of these days till weeks. Something which lost and lose very much. Desiring what I've want to but God just play a joke with me. Feeling life is pretty rotten. LOSE & LOST...
Empty heart fills with a colorful background which is trying to adorn the environment ; Standing in the crowded, should be attention in it but eyes are surveying periphery of it.
Thinking that you are around me....
Thinking about the things that we'd done...
That is so penetrating to...
Sky is full patches of dark clouds, it is going to have a heavy rain tonight...
You told me that, you like and you hate the rainy day..
You like it because it is nice weather to have a sleep...
You hate it because it is bad day to hang out..
You are cold and hiding in your solitary bed with a cover..
The message are enough heat to warm your body..
Pondering upon what you are doing..what you need..
But it isn't me anymore as a day came..
After that, your tears was brimming in your eye socket..
I felt that I was disorientated off by your sentences out from your mouth..
Memories were embedded in my mind that hard to be forgot...
Treating you nonchalantly because you need more space..Either it was true or not..
I will be impassibly as I see you..
Caresses that we did in a night and that only for the memories and it was meaningless now..
Shouldn't...Couldn't..Not anymore..
Running out of the wounds to heal it..
....Wish you happy and smile always....
Empty heart fills with a colorful background which is trying to adorn the environment ; Standing in the crowded, should be attention in it but eyes are surveying periphery of it.
Thinking that you are around me....
Thinking about the things that we'd done...
That is so penetrating to...
Sky is full patches of dark clouds, it is going to have a heavy rain tonight...
You told me that, you like and you hate the rainy day..
You like it because it is nice weather to have a sleep...
You hate it because it is bad day to hang out..
You are cold and hiding in your solitary bed with a cover..
The message are enough heat to warm your body..
Pondering upon what you are doing..what you need..
But it isn't me anymore as a day came..
After that, your tears was brimming in your eye socket..
I felt that I was disorientated off by your sentences out from your mouth..
Memories were embedded in my mind that hard to be forgot...
Treating you nonchalantly because you need more space..Either it was true or not..
I will be impassibly as I see you..
Caresses that we did in a night and that only for the memories and it was meaningless now..
Shouldn't...Couldn't..Not anymore..
Running out of the wounds to heal it..
....Wish you happy and smile always....
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
LALALALALALALA ~~~
LALALLALLALALALALALA ~~
What I always blurted out from my mouth ~~ HEHE
Since so boring..just "LALALALALL~"
hoho..
Erm..Holidays made my life a bit kind of boring...
Stifling house and computer[Line] are driving me insane..
Today was Tuesday..15.39..
Sunny weather..warm air..could-less and blue BLUE Sky `~~
Looking out the window..feeling I'm lying on smooth and soft cloud...
Walking to a huge garden with a big lake [Something like Desa Park @@]
Let the breeze kiss your lips and face...
Taking some fresh air ~~ WOO ~~~ hehe
Having a regular ice-blended coffee bean
Reading your favorites' book/fiction...
Dislike reading?? Brisking on a smooth rocky pavement
Something like 6...
Sun is going down to the horizon made the sky become..[use your imagination]
Dont miss it..Taking out your camera and capturing it. ~~ WAHAHAHA !!
Anyway..just want to relieve my boring day @@
Mountain of homework(s) and assignments == Sweat==
End~ LALA
What I always blurted out from my mouth ~~ HEHE
Since so boring..just "LALALALALL~"
hoho..
Erm..Holidays made my life a bit kind of boring...
Stifling house and computer[Line] are driving me insane..
Today was Tuesday..15.39..
Sunny weather..warm air..could-less and blue BLUE Sky `~~
Looking out the window..feeling I'm lying on smooth and soft cloud...
Walking to a huge garden with a big lake [Something like Desa Park @@]
Let the breeze kiss your lips and face...
Taking some fresh air ~~ WOO ~~~ hehe
Having a regular ice-blended coffee bean
Reading your favorites' book/fiction...
Dislike reading?? Brisking on a smooth rocky pavement
Something like 6...
Sun is going down to the horizon made the sky become..[use your imagination]
Dont miss it..Taking out your camera and capturing it. ~~ WAHAHAHA !!
Anyway..just want to relieve my boring day @@
Mountain of homework(s) and assignments == Sweat==
End~ LALA
Saturday, March 13, 2010
...
2010 March 13 , Saturday
Time flies so fast..Flied till March..
Feeling it was so fast that couldn't stop the time..
And I..just..followed the time and passed everyday without any sigh so much..
It wasn't what I wanted and I didn't want to..
Feelings gone as the time was turning to the next seconds...
Everyday..every seconds gone..Every things..just a word - passed
Good thing to me..as there was no more hesitate,blurted words and sigh...
Since so long no new post..
and I didn't mean to write so much..
If the post so long..just for myself..maybe..the reader will be bored because..it just like an essay..
Brain sapped..nothing more could come out from my mind..
Mind stunned..nothing more I could think about just my impediments of my life and forwards more my step to gain what I want..but not more about you..
Since there was a stop sign between a people to the other ; it was done..
Would an empty paper gives you any idea?
Sounds like..really empty..
Since it was empty..just left it and became empty..
Nothing about these few weeks or months..
Oh..something I forgot...Streamyx sux for me some how ==
End`
Time flies so fast..Flied till March..
Feeling it was so fast that couldn't stop the time..
And I..just..followed the time and passed everyday without any sigh so much..
It wasn't what I wanted and I didn't want to..
Feelings gone as the time was turning to the next seconds...
Everyday..every seconds gone..Every things..just a word - passed
Good thing to me..as there was no more hesitate,blurted words and sigh...
Since so long no new post..
and I didn't mean to write so much..
If the post so long..just for myself..maybe..the reader will be bored because..it just like an essay..
Brain sapped..nothing more could come out from my mind..
Mind stunned..nothing more I could think about just my impediments of my life and forwards more my step to gain what I want..but not more about you..
Since there was a stop sign between a people to the other ; it was done..
Would an empty paper gives you any idea?
Sounds like..really empty..
Since it was empty..just left it and became empty..
Nothing about these few weeks or months..
Oh..something I forgot...Streamyx sux for me some how ==
End`
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
.....
Your weary-looking occurred on your face after the school. As usual, I would stand and wait in front of your class after the bell rang. I would help you to carry your books. You would always have a smile on your face because you said, smile was the most beautiful thing that I could ignite you from sorrow and despair to happy and excitement. Sometimes, you wouldn't smile or good emotion after the school , then I knew you would be pressured. I, seeing you like this and I would make you happy as I can. For a smile and you, nothing wasn't worthless I did if you weren't happy. But today....
We walked down together at the stair and you sent books to teacher. I could only wait you and went back home together. We would a lot of things to talk to discuss about usually. But today, my sense told me something happened promptly and I just did as usual. After you passed the book, then I sent you back to your home. Having a bid goodbye to our friends, you seemed like very strange to me and something I felt unusual was you didn't look at me in any moment we on the way to your home.
"Erem..Hey..You..alright??" I mumbled. You seemed like didn't listen what I said or you maybe pretending you didn't hear it. You will always reply my sentences with a grin or look at me. Look pleadingly in my eyes. Your tiny brown eyes. You would let me felt I was reborn after looking at your eyes. But today, from your eyes you gave me a feelings that we were done. "Erem..! you alright??!!", I said loudly. You turned around and took a deep breathe and said "We break off, I have no feelings on you, we just be friends and you no need to send me back to home, I will be ok." You turned back and just left me down there and continue to walk.
I hope I was deaf ; I couldn't response what you said. I was fascinated. Heart-wrenching. Stunned there.Surveying you after the sentence you said. I hope the sentences you said were just blurted out. With no reason you said to me, you wanted to break off. Without hesitation, I stepped back and began to run. Run to somewhere else as fast as I could. Aimlessly.Tears weren't spring out from my eyes. But would you ?? My heart were pain and "broke". Broke into a thousand of pieces JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR SENTENCES !!
Time is the precious things that make us be more matured and independent. Maybe you made this decision that you told me you got no feelings on me. I could accept because you were the first place in my heart. I will always respect your decision. Healing the wounds that you made, would take a longer time to recover it. But your reason...too...Never mind. Couple wouldn't be longer or suitable nouns for us but friends. As a friends, Forever friend to you.
End.
We walked down together at the stair and you sent books to teacher. I could only wait you and went back home together. We would a lot of things to talk to discuss about usually. But today, my sense told me something happened promptly and I just did as usual. After you passed the book, then I sent you back to your home. Having a bid goodbye to our friends, you seemed like very strange to me and something I felt unusual was you didn't look at me in any moment we on the way to your home.
"Erem..Hey..You..alright??" I mumbled. You seemed like didn't listen what I said or you maybe pretending you didn't hear it. You will always reply my sentences with a grin or look at me. Look pleadingly in my eyes. Your tiny brown eyes. You would let me felt I was reborn after looking at your eyes. But today, from your eyes you gave me a feelings that we were done. "Erem..! you alright??!!", I said loudly. You turned around and took a deep breathe and said "We break off, I have no feelings on you, we just be friends and you no need to send me back to home, I will be ok." You turned back and just left me down there and continue to walk.
I hope I was deaf ; I couldn't response what you said. I was fascinated. Heart-wrenching. Stunned there.Surveying you after the sentence you said. I hope the sentences you said were just blurted out. With no reason you said to me, you wanted to break off. Without hesitation, I stepped back and began to run. Run to somewhere else as fast as I could. Aimlessly.Tears weren't spring out from my eyes. But would you ?? My heart were pain and "broke". Broke into a thousand of pieces JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR SENTENCES !!
Time is the precious things that make us be more matured and independent. Maybe you made this decision that you told me you got no feelings on me. I could accept because you were the first place in my heart. I will always respect your decision. Healing the wounds that you made, would take a longer time to recover it. But your reason...too...Never mind. Couple wouldn't be longer or suitable nouns for us but friends. As a friends, Forever friend to you.
End.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Posting
Something which is very motherfucking happened these few weeks..
Where you go and you will adapt to the environment..
Just feeling so shit about family member and myself of course.
Time flies and people change..
So dizzy about it..
Everybody just keep growing and changing..
Be bad..
Be good..(less percentage)
Either one..
So shit..
Waste money..shopping..buy a lot of "waste product" to home..
Not enough capacity to put..Those comestics just like bullshit things..==
Bought so much useless..
Make rubbish..
Waste product..rubbish which can't be recycle..
At last the Earth ruined by us..(Horseshit)
Crapping things..
Be more independent..January bye bye February hi hi..
Ass things were just like no more talk no more interact..
Bullshit things were just like sitting at the class pay attention to teacher..
Being so much enough of these motherfucking things..
Frustrating..
Talk less..Less talk..Unwilling to talk to share..
Study and game..
Prefer study right now since knowledge is priceless..
But lame..no people encourage to learn more..just look forward..(Sweat ==)
Look forwards for...??
No ideal plan..No ambition..No goal..No aim..CRAP !!
Then he/she born without a soul but just physical enjoyment..
Walking without destination..Study without brain..
SO SHIT..==
Rely is a word..It is a motherfucking word which is written in dictionary..
Dump ass..This word ; no soul no spirit..
Rely is good if it is less but instead..
Be more independent just what I said at top..
Day dreaming..thinking a matter which is won't happen..(BULL CRAP) for ???
Self enjoyment?? ==
I'm jumping from high hill...
So much enjoy with those feeling from high hill but not reached ground..
I'm driving surprisingly fast..
So much enjoy the speed but not braked..
Boring things come to an end..
End of post
Where you go and you will adapt to the environment..
Just feeling so shit about family member and myself of course.
Time flies and people change..
So dizzy about it..
Everybody just keep growing and changing..
Be bad..
Be good..(less percentage)
Either one..
So shit..
Waste money..shopping..buy a lot of "waste product" to home..
Not enough capacity to put..Those comestics just like bullshit things..==
Bought so much useless..
Make rubbish..
Waste product..rubbish which can't be recycle..
At last the Earth ruined by us..(Horseshit)
Crapping things..
Be more independent..January bye bye February hi hi..
Ass things were just like no more talk no more interact..
Bullshit things were just like sitting at the class pay attention to teacher..
Being so much enough of these motherfucking things..
Frustrating..
Talk less..Less talk..Unwilling to talk to share..
Study and game..
Prefer study right now since knowledge is priceless..
But lame..no people encourage to learn more..just look forward..(Sweat ==)
Look forwards for...??
No ideal plan..No ambition..No goal..No aim..CRAP !!
Then he/she born without a soul but just physical enjoyment..
Walking without destination..Study without brain..
SO SHIT..==
Rely is a word..It is a motherfucking word which is written in dictionary..
Dump ass..This word ; no soul no spirit..
Rely is good if it is less but instead..
Be more independent just what I said at top..
Day dreaming..thinking a matter which is won't happen..(BULL CRAP) for ???
Self enjoyment?? ==
I'm jumping from high hill...
So much enjoy with those feeling from high hill but not reached ground..
I'm driving surprisingly fast..
So much enjoy the speed but not braked..
Boring things come to an end..
End of post
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Posting
Bell rang ; I just released from the hustle and bustle class because I was a good student. I packed my things and decided to find you. Went to your class but you weren't there. My mind was starting to guess where are you ; Emotion was starting to become moody since I couldn't see your smile. I walked to canteen to seek you but you still weren't there. "Where are you ??". "Last chance if I couldn't find you at school" , I said to myself and walked to your class again. It seemed like playing hide n seek with you ; my heart was very worry about you , I hope I could see your smile but you weren't at class.
As I couldn't find you at school, deciding to leave school and walk to 711 and buy your favorite's ; Strawberry added with Mocha Ice Cream. I took slowly step to walk ; feeling that I was lost just couldn't find you. You were just like my core in my heart ; couldn't live in this world without you. You were the most important accompany/person to me ; we had the same hobbies , favorites and many things to chat. I was very moody.
Walking down and to my destination , my friends asked me about where was you. I couldn't answer. Tough-tied. They invited me to join their team to defeat some ass hole later. I ignored and walked to 711. The distance between my school and 711 which was just nearby ; 45m. It wasn't far. Holding books and walking towards and feeling so much boring without your company.
I arrived at 711 and went in it. It was so hot and sweaty outside. I stepped near to the ice cream section. It bought me back a lot of memories with you when we were having an ice cream together. You ate a bite and I ate. You always want to have the end of cone of the ice cream. In the section, Vanilla , Mocha , Chocolate , Strawberry and Coffee taste to choose or to combine. You always like Strawberry and I like Mocha then we would have it together. But now, I just ate it alone. "Hope you will appear around me".
Walking towards and deciding to pay for the ice cream , staring at the Yupi candy which was the candy you always buy and bring it to school , having it in the class even though the teacher was at class. So, I grabbed a pack and paid. Ice cream and candy were sweet and brought the memories with you and I. You would want me to open the packet and I feed you. You would want me to give the first bite of the ice cream then only my turn to have it. You would want me to walk in front of you then you could see my backside and play me. "?"
Took my step back to home. The way,direction,place to my home ; memories with you after school time and dating time with you. Memories was precious if you were with someone but after those relationship, it wasn't seem so important and it will be the part of your life. Deleting it or recycle it would be the good selection to you because it made you feeling to stay at memories than the true world. "Face the music".
End~
As I couldn't find you at school, deciding to leave school and walk to 711 and buy your favorite's ; Strawberry added with Mocha Ice Cream. I took slowly step to walk ; feeling that I was lost just couldn't find you. You were just like my core in my heart ; couldn't live in this world without you. You were the most important accompany/person to me ; we had the same hobbies , favorites and many things to chat. I was very moody.
Walking down and to my destination , my friends asked me about where was you. I couldn't answer. Tough-tied. They invited me to join their team to defeat some ass hole later. I ignored and walked to 711. The distance between my school and 711 which was just nearby ; 45m. It wasn't far. Holding books and walking towards and feeling so much boring without your company.
I arrived at 711 and went in it. It was so hot and sweaty outside. I stepped near to the ice cream section. It bought me back a lot of memories with you when we were having an ice cream together. You ate a bite and I ate. You always want to have the end of cone of the ice cream. In the section, Vanilla , Mocha , Chocolate , Strawberry and Coffee taste to choose or to combine. You always like Strawberry and I like Mocha then we would have it together. But now, I just ate it alone. "Hope you will appear around me".
Walking towards and deciding to pay for the ice cream , staring at the Yupi candy which was the candy you always buy and bring it to school , having it in the class even though the teacher was at class. So, I grabbed a pack and paid. Ice cream and candy were sweet and brought the memories with you and I. You would want me to open the packet and I feed you. You would want me to give the first bite of the ice cream then only my turn to have it. You would want me to walk in front of you then you could see my backside and play me. "?"
Took my step back to home. The way,direction,place to my home ; memories with you after school time and dating time with you. Memories was precious if you were with someone but after those relationship, it wasn't seem so important and it will be the part of your life. Deleting it or recycle it would be the good selection to you because it made you feeling to stay at memories than the true world. "Face the music".
End~
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Posting
Sky blushed with a light blue and smooth pink. It made the view become more wonderful and imagined. Standing on the highest block with you and spending the moment with you.Our hands become more near and I grabbed your hand and held it tight ; I won't let it go at that moment. Your head lied on my shoulder ; I knew you was tired. You were holding hand and lied on my shoulder. I was enjoying this moment and so much appreciated. My mind was so much blank but just only this colourful moment. It was happiness and colourful to our both. The empty , blank and white page became colouful and meaningful to us.
After enjoying the view, holding hand and walking back to home. You were very tired that I could see but you told me that you were very happy and well after the company with me. I started the conversation with you on the way send you to home. We talked about school , people , study and entertainment. You told me you were not good in certain chapter ; Got a light bulb upon my head and answered your questions that I will help you. You promised happily.
I looked at you. You looked back me and asked "what"? I grinned and answered "nothing". Your mind would have a few question marks ; why I looked at you and always say "nothing". You were beautiful when you doing something seriously ; you were very cute when talking to me, that's all in my mind was thinking about. Nothing much , nothing less. You were so much specific to me.
All of the sudden, you said you were hungry and it was some distance to reach your house. Without any thought, I went to 711 and bought you a bottle of mineral water and some small cake and bread. Headed back to your side and gave you some foods. You looked so fragile. I opened the packet to you. Sitting down at the garden ; you were sharing your bread with me. Feeling so much happy and touch. I told you that I was very lucky to have you. It was the sentence I can tell you but not for others.
730pm , I sent you to your home safety. "Thank you for the food and accompany", you whispered. At that moment, I couldn't say any things and nothing I could say. Just feeling to touch your face.By then,you opened the gate slowly and waving your hand as Goodbye and I just stood there for a couple of seconds. The honked sound from car; I was starting to walk. Not nesessary to have a the ending that I thought but it was awesome to me.
End.
After enjoying the view, holding hand and walking back to home. You were very tired that I could see but you told me that you were very happy and well after the company with me. I started the conversation with you on the way send you to home. We talked about school , people , study and entertainment. You told me you were not good in certain chapter ; Got a light bulb upon my head and answered your questions that I will help you. You promised happily.
I looked at you. You looked back me and asked "what"? I grinned and answered "nothing". Your mind would have a few question marks ; why I looked at you and always say "nothing". You were beautiful when you doing something seriously ; you were very cute when talking to me, that's all in my mind was thinking about. Nothing much , nothing less. You were so much specific to me.
All of the sudden, you said you were hungry and it was some distance to reach your house. Without any thought, I went to 711 and bought you a bottle of mineral water and some small cake and bread. Headed back to your side and gave you some foods. You looked so fragile. I opened the packet to you. Sitting down at the garden ; you were sharing your bread with me. Feeling so much happy and touch. I told you that I was very lucky to have you. It was the sentence I can tell you but not for others.
730pm , I sent you to your home safety. "Thank you for the food and accompany", you whispered. At that moment, I couldn't say any things and nothing I could say. Just feeling to touch your face.By then,you opened the gate slowly and waving your hand as Goodbye and I just stood there for a couple of seconds. The honked sound from car; I was starting to walk. Not nesessary to have a the ending that I thought but it was awesome to me.
End.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Post without title..
2010 January 23 , 2141
First for all, it is been long time the blog haven't got a new post/update..
Feeling so much busy on my books..
Physics , Chemistry , Biology , Add.maths, Maths , Bm , Bi and History..
The subjects that must be study...to me..
All the things were just in hand..nothing that I couldn't catch up..
Just in hand...Just in hand...
Heard friends said...Biology is a tough subject among the Science's subjects..
It really do hard to memorize those name , characteristics and functions..
All the things just need to by heart..
I able to do..but not for all...It sounds like too arrogant ?? Never mind , forget about it..
When people say to me that those name or others are too hard to memorize..
My heart got a question ; Does an image , a matter , a stuff , a thing that we really cannot forget instead of academy..?
Maybe..It really do..it..really do..
Image,stuff,matter which is very deep memories to one really can't even forget or keep running upon your mind ?
A song is made out of lyrics , melodies ,voices and sounds..
Lyrics and melodies are deep deep in our mind once we listened to it and agreed with it..
Happy songs and Sad songs..
Happy songs will faster 1/4 ; Sad songs will slower 1/4 of the melodies..
Sad songs mostly bring memories to you ??
What I'm thinking about ??
An end of a relationship should be happy..
It really feel so shit that what I'm doing now..Just lost my mind to type to think to do..
Am I selfish ?? (Asked in my mind but why I'm typing in this post ??)
No idea to know to interpret just except study and basketball..
A teenager can't even grow up is just feeling so shit so damn idiot..
An idiot just keep learning of new things but in mentally is can't even interpret can't even think of "What is the meaning of Love"..This is really..horseshit..
"Absence make heart grow founder" which is an idiom I have learn..
This idiom state that , Missing someone when there is no longer near...
You are in the vision that I can see but just really not close..
It is a wrong idiom that I used..(Guess so ?)
So much blank and blind..
Anyway..
End of post
First for all, it is been long time the blog haven't got a new post/update..
Feeling so much busy on my books..
Physics , Chemistry , Biology , Add.maths, Maths , Bm , Bi and History..
The subjects that must be study...to me..
All the things were just in hand..nothing that I couldn't catch up..
Just in hand...Just in hand...
Heard friends said...Biology is a tough subject among the Science's subjects..
It really do hard to memorize those name , characteristics and functions..
All the things just need to by heart..
I able to do..but not for all...It sounds like too arrogant ?? Never mind , forget about it..
When people say to me that those name or others are too hard to memorize..
My heart got a question ; Does an image , a matter , a stuff , a thing that we really cannot forget instead of academy..?
Maybe..It really do..it..really do..
Image,stuff,matter which is very deep memories to one really can't even forget or keep running upon your mind ?
A song is made out of lyrics , melodies ,voices and sounds..
Lyrics and melodies are deep deep in our mind once we listened to it and agreed with it..
Happy songs and Sad songs..
Happy songs will faster 1/4 ; Sad songs will slower 1/4 of the melodies..
Sad songs mostly bring memories to you ??
What I'm thinking about ??
An end of a relationship should be happy..
It really feel so shit that what I'm doing now..Just lost my mind to type to think to do..
Am I selfish ?? (Asked in my mind but why I'm typing in this post ??)
No idea to know to interpret just except study and basketball..
A teenager can't even grow up is just feeling so shit so damn idiot..
An idiot just keep learning of new things but in mentally is can't even interpret can't even think of "What is the meaning of Love"..This is really..horseshit..
"Absence make heart grow founder" which is an idiom I have learn..
This idiom state that , Missing someone when there is no longer near...
You are in the vision that I can see but just really not close..
It is a wrong idiom that I used..(Guess so ?)
So much blank and blind..
Anyway..
End of post
Friday, January 15, 2010
Half of a Month..
2010 January 15 , Friday , 1722
Lolz..It's going to half of a month of January ?? @@
Yes indeed...
Here we come, what we did to the last 15 days just before today?? @@
Kinda...speechless and unable to imagine...
Time flies too fast..even the time you're traveling now..
It was so bored to somebody who came to this new year ; form 4 ?? @@
Maybe It was but it is a whole new start..
Recently, we must do a good boy as our teachers,parents said..
People will thought "I hope I can and I will"
But for somebody it wasn't..and it is boring and meaningless..
Half of a January was gone..What should we do or plan for the next 16days and the rest of the month ??
2010 , people do say is a special year..??? (Maybe It's)
2010 is a fastest year that I predictable (my opinion)
A compete year for students because time really flies toooooooooOOOOOOOO fast...
A compete year should be nice , busy , meaningful , full of challenges..
Till now, maybe reader will feel it..is really..lame and boring post ?? (WHATEVER)
New year ; time to change and change..
Friend told me that , he is thinking to be more mature..
It's a good point that being to be more mature and take step for the responsibility ??
The words , sentences from mouth shouldn't be blurted out so soon ??
The thinking should be more mature??
The action should be more like adult ??
It should be when we really become adult like our parents..
But how to do it ?? (Still no idea?? )
See , do , listen , think more things
Although I ain't a completely or fully adult thinking..
Just the process is being to be taken..
Hope all having fun for this new year ~~
2010 ~ , Pump Oil ~~
End of post
Lolz..It's going to half of a month of January ?? @@
Yes indeed...
Here we come, what we did to the last 15 days just before today?? @@
Kinda...speechless and unable to imagine...
Time flies too fast..even the time you're traveling now..
It was so bored to somebody who came to this new year ; form 4 ?? @@
Maybe It was but it is a whole new start..
Recently, we must do a good boy as our teachers,parents said..
People will thought "I hope I can and I will"
But for somebody it wasn't..and it is boring and meaningless..
Half of a January was gone..What should we do or plan for the next 16days and the rest of the month ??
2010 , people do say is a special year..??? (Maybe It's)
2010 is a fastest year that I predictable (my opinion)
A compete year for students because time really flies toooooooooOOOOOOOO fast...
A compete year should be nice , busy , meaningful , full of challenges..
Till now, maybe reader will feel it..is really..lame and boring post ?? (WHATEVER)
New year ; time to change and change..
Friend told me that , he is thinking to be more mature..
It's a good point that being to be more mature and take step for the responsibility ??
The words , sentences from mouth shouldn't be blurted out so soon ??
The thinking should be more mature??
The action should be more like adult ??
It should be when we really become adult like our parents..
But how to do it ?? (Still no idea?? )
See , do , listen , think more things
Although I ain't a completely or fully adult thinking..
Just the process is being to be taken..
Hope all having fun for this new year ~~
2010 ~ , Pump Oil ~~
End of post
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Not Suiting !!!!!
2010 January 13 , 1345 , Wednesday
NOT SUITING AT ALL !!!
TOTALLY OUT OF THE RANGE == !!!1
NOT SUIT !!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
CRAPPY MATTER I EVER SEE !!! ==
FINE !! DO OWN THINGS BETTER!!!!!
FRUSTRATED !!!
SUCH A WASTE !!
NOT SUITING AT ALL !!!
TOTALLY OUT OF THE RANGE == !!!1
NOT SUIT !!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
NOT SUIT !!!!!!!
CRAPPY MATTER I EVER SEE !!! ==
FINE !! DO OWN THINGS BETTER!!!!!
FRUSTRATED !!!
SUCH A WASTE !!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Form 4..
2010 January 5 , Tuesday , 16.44
Today was the 2nd day to school..
I got a class ; 4Harmoni..
Sounds like not a good class ?? By the way , I want to in those class like this to learn another way of life in a different class..
After the class arrangement ; I was very tired enough..
Students wanted to change their class which follow their friends or according their favorite subject..(I guessed so)
This was making me to be insane ; I was in charge of Monitor in the class so as SPBT books ==
All the people went to Office and tried to change their class..
You could see the people queued in the row in front of the Office path just like a Market.. ==
By the way..Form 4 was a quite challenging class/form to me ( because of Monitor in the class ) [WTF!]
The last moment in the school ; going to release students , our class was in chaos ==
All the people were just doing their things..
WHY CAN'T I SAY SOMETHING TO YOU ALL ??
OR MAKING AN ANNOUNCEMENT ??
Never mind..It's still the 2nd day at the school..
Should be patience and see how are them...
So..Form 4..is a very very new year and new life for me enough..
So do you ??? @@
Em...Form 4 should be hardworking and got some stress of course..
TO Be : Don't be so frustrated ~~ ><>< HOHO~ ~
Today was the 2nd day to school..
I got a class ; 4Harmoni..
Sounds like not a good class ?? By the way , I want to in those class like this to learn another way of life in a different class..
After the class arrangement ; I was very tired enough..
Students wanted to change their class which follow their friends or according their favorite subject..(I guessed so)
This was making me to be insane ; I was in charge of Monitor in the class so as SPBT books ==
All the people went to Office and tried to change their class..
You could see the people queued in the row in front of the Office path just like a Market.. ==
By the way..Form 4 was a quite challenging class/form to me ( because of Monitor in the class ) [WTF!]
The last moment in the school ; going to release students , our class was in chaos ==
All the people were just doing their things..
WHY CAN'T I SAY SOMETHING TO YOU ALL ??
OR MAKING AN ANNOUNCEMENT ??
Never mind..It's still the 2nd day at the school..
Should be patience and see how are them...
So..Form 4..is a very very new year and new life for me enough..
So do you ??? @@
Em...Form 4 should be hardworking and got some stress of course..
TO Be : Don't be so frustrated ~~ ><>< HOHO~ ~
Saturday, January 2, 2010
新的一年 2010
2010 January 02 , Saturday , 1902
今天是新的一年的第二天..
先说生新年快乐给全世界的人们~~
到了新的一年当然有很多事情都要新的..
把旧的事先忘了~可能这样才能专心的往前往新的一年去看..
2009年过了..回想起来..自己好像应该被打被惩罚..
做了很多觉得自己不应该做的事..感觉自己很烂..没责任似的做事..
也没什么想太多去做..
可能15岁的头脑的我..没那么成熟吧~
也有很癫疯..很投入..很傻的时候..
在你还没认真的去做一件很简单..你会觉得..没什么..可是后果..就没有你想象中的？？还是正如你的想象？？
在过去的一年里..想下自己真的做过什么很废很傻很笨很搞笑的事？？
又有做过什么觉得自己很光荣的事？？
做过什么很后悔的事？？
做过什么很认真的事？？
不想再浪费太多的时间了吧..
2009年真的好累..
很火速的过了一年..
对于我来说..多数的事..都很不开心地过..
好不喜欢..
当然..会有些很快乐的时候..
也为自己的生命里面增加了一些些的美好时光..
很快乐能够碰到一些人一些事让我很开心..
当然不开心的..是得留下变成个事实..告诉自己不要再不开心了吧..
说了答应了做了就算错也算自己的愚昧..
人生会有个人让你知道你的不好你的缺点..
知道后..尽量的去改变..
人生也会有个人跟你一起有个很疯狂的爱一场..
恋过后..就知道..（不说..你们自己试)
很开心也能恋过(LOLZ!)
人生里一定会有些很可靠很合的来的一些人..
那就是朋友；死党..
他们会陪你一起..做一些很屌的事..
学些很废的事..不过当然..这些事..算是人生要的吧~
他们也都会跟你陪你说些他们自己的心事..
这算是对我很..感动谢谢的人~
他们有时真的很屌...很..我没形容词了~~@@
不过..屌得来..我还是觉得很..接受..从他们学习..让自己..知道些他们的事吧~
很屌的奕晖..真的超死党..
没话说得zy..有时真的没话说..（够废）
明裕是比较真经的..（可能没看到他不正经的那面吧@@)
还有很多很多..（抱歉没说到你们）
从小走来..前面那两位真的一起面对问题..做很刁的事..
当然值得去开心..所以新的一年里..我的朋友..我要说..我爱你们..每个都爱~
HOHO...新的一年..自己要跨过自己不可能的事..
可能这是给自己的一个目标..挑战吧~
觉得这篇比较长吧？？
好啦~就到此吧..不然眼睛烂掉..哈哈~~
再次祝大家新年快乐..心想事成..
End of post
今天是新的一年的第二天..
先说生新年快乐给全世界的人们~~
到了新的一年当然有很多事情都要新的..
把旧的事先忘了~可能这样才能专心的往前往新的一年去看..
2009年过了..回想起来..自己好像应该被打被惩罚..
做了很多觉得自己不应该做的事..感觉自己很烂..没责任似的做事..
也没什么想太多去做..
可能15岁的头脑的我..没那么成熟吧~
也有很癫疯..很投入..很傻的时候..
在你还没认真的去做一件很简单..你会觉得..没什么..可是后果..就没有你想象中的？？还是正如你的想象？？
在过去的一年里..想下自己真的做过什么很废很傻很笨很搞笑的事？？
又有做过什么觉得自己很光荣的事？？
做过什么很后悔的事？？
做过什么很认真的事？？
不想再浪费太多的时间了吧..
2009年真的好累..
很火速的过了一年..
对于我来说..多数的事..都很不开心地过..
好不喜欢..
当然..会有些很快乐的时候..
也为自己的生命里面增加了一些些的美好时光..
很快乐能够碰到一些人一些事让我很开心..
当然不开心的..是得留下变成个事实..告诉自己不要再不开心了吧..
说了答应了做了就算错也算自己的愚昧..
人生会有个人让你知道你的不好你的缺点..
知道后..尽量的去改变..
人生也会有个人跟你一起有个很疯狂的爱一场..
恋过后..就知道..（不说..你们自己试)
很开心也能恋过(LOLZ!)
人生里一定会有些很可靠很合的来的一些人..
那就是朋友；死党..
他们会陪你一起..做一些很屌的事..
学些很废的事..不过当然..这些事..算是人生要的吧~
他们也都会跟你陪你说些他们自己的心事..
这算是对我很..感动谢谢的人~
他们有时真的很屌...很..我没形容词了~~@@
不过..屌得来..我还是觉得很..接受..从他们学习..让自己..知道些他们的事吧~
很屌的奕晖..真的超死党..
没话说得zy..有时真的没话说..（够废）
明裕是比较真经的..（可能没看到他不正经的那面吧@@)
还有很多很多..（抱歉没说到你们）
从小走来..前面那两位真的一起面对问题..做很刁的事..
当然值得去开心..所以新的一年里..我的朋友..我要说..我爱你们..每个都爱~
HOHO...新的一年..自己要跨过自己不可能的事..
可能这是给自己的一个目标..挑战吧~
觉得这篇比较长吧？？
好啦~就到此吧..不然眼睛烂掉..哈哈~~
再次祝大家新年快乐..心想事成..
End of post
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